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The Monthly Journal(June)

好久沒用中文寫網誌了(盡量減少英文試看看).

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找工作方面, 沒什麼太大的進展,
不過其實我還可以更努力, 認真, 所以也沒什麼好抱怨的,
(我居然找不到怎麼打頓號, 用逗號代替好怪 |-Orz)
畢竟我距離自己計畫中的數量還有一大段距離.
欠自己債欠太多了...
不過就以心境上來說, 信心仍在.

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六月應該要是很刺激的,
Elisa 來訪, TWFF 六部電影, Henry 來訪, LE Summer Trip...等等.
不過到現在為止還是沒有感覺到那令人振奮的脈動.

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前兩天,
我媽居然打電話問我說如果我櫻櫻美代子的話,
要不要考慮去學開飛機.

能開飛機(或直昇機)到處亂飛當然很爽阿,
可是也太他...那個有錢的媽媽的貴了吧.
對於一個這麼昂貴的未知數興趣,
我心理面的對白除了"往後延", 也只有"往後延很多".

再給我多一點時間多存點錢阿.

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溫哥華比我想像中的更孤獨阿;
可能是因為我現在沒工作, 空閒時間比較多的關係.

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兩天前, 去UBC 打了一會羽毛球...
久沒運動, 果然肌肉酸痛. (嘿, 押韻~)
不過比較神奇的是, 我那千錘百鍊的前臂居然是痛最久的.
身為一個活在電腦時代的人,
前臂肌肉的結實程度和打字的多寡成正比;
這幾年來, 我打了"很多"字.
我個人筆電上的"N"跟"M"鍵上面的圖案已經消失了,
"A"鍵也快沒了, "S"跟左"Ctrl"鍵也被磨掉一半了.
不過雖然痛, 卻不影響繼續打字, 真是有夠詭異的肌肉.

不過我還是比較懷念游泳阿, 感覺比較有全面性地活動到

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話說自從我最近自己煮飯變頻繁之後,
發現了一個很無言的結論...
"用鍋子加瓦斯爐煮稀飯比用電飯鍋煮飯來的簡單"
原因在於, 稀飯水夠多, 所以幾乎不可能會焦掉,
除非你瓦斯爐開火之後就放任它自生自滅, 自己跑去第九雲團了.
理論上電飯鍋也可以煮稀飯,
可是實際測試發現它撐不住如此多的水量,
所以水會不停的從排氣孔滾滾而出.

而且, 稀飯容易飽, 可以用來減肥阿.
不過, 古云: 稀飯吃多會軟腳 ....
我不要當軟腳蝦, 軟腳蝦, 軟腳蝦~~

軟腳蝦與胖子之間的掙扎.

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去郵局接包裹以後多走了一個路口去吃牛肉麵,
吃完之後想買個水餃,小籠包回家,
他們居然說明天才有貨,
挖個無雷起笑明天又走兩段大路專程去買冷凍食品.
為了不讓我走了這麼多路白費,
我跑去VPL借了"Sunshine","Atonement", 跟一本National Geographic 回家.
"Sunshine" 是部嘗試探討科技與神的科幻片
"Atonement" 則是部有點悲傷的小女孩懺悔片

三天的租借期, 我星期五, 六又沒什麼空...
看來我明天還是要走一趟阿 T_T

Happy birthday to Me

I like to tell myself that,
I did prepare a gift for myself,
but ...

shit happens, so it's not ready yet.

It'll get to me eventually~~
(this all sounds so familiar~)

Happy Birthday to Me!

plan

I don't really have a solid plan.
I talked to people as if I have everything under control, but I don't.

There are things that I desire and want to achieve,
but these goals, they keep switching back and forth.
With limited life span, I have find that I cannot pursue them all.
I am left wondering how to prioritize this list.
Because I know as time past the priority that I have given them now may no longer apply,
I start predicting what the future me will be and continue to wonder.

The problem is if you keep projecting yourself into future and think about it, you may plan all you want,
but without action by the end of time, you'll still be left at the same place, not even one inch away from it.

All these being said, I think I have a plan to solve this,
it may not be solid, and may not even be under my control,
but I have a plan, and now all I need to do is execute this plan.

(It's coming ; ] )

Awesomeness

The good news is I had awesomed my way through the past day han style*(solo),

but the bad news is that under most people's standard, it wouldn't be counted as a productive day.

I had now, officially completely double check every discs, every episodes, and every bonus features on the 6 pieces of himym(How I met your mother) dvd
for the first two seasons that I've bought (on sale). And boy did Robin Sparkle and the Wheel of Fortune made me laugh.

So, it is no surprise that people can take for granted that it was a joyful time well spent.

Oh, and I've also watched a couple episode of the my new tv interest "Castle"**, starring Nathan Fillion, the dude that's in "Firefly",
another great show. Check out that show too if you have extra time(,but only after the full screening of HIMYM).

*So I am now unalbe to stop quoting HIMYM jokes, sue me.
**It's about a mystery novel writer helping the police solving murder cases after a copycat killed people the same way he wrote in his book.
(Yeah, another cop show where cop is paired up with unrelated profession.
But hey if people can love "numbers", I am allow to like this show, and acutally "numbers" is pretty good as far as I am concern.)

Desktop

As per enol's request here it is, though a little late.

應為我習慣用休眠來取代關機,
所以我看到桌面的時間實在是不常

一般來說它都是我資料傳輸的中繼站而已,
理所當然的電腦重灌後桌布便從來沒換過

口水的逆襲

自從敝人回台灣工作後,
自然而然的也入境隨俗的養成了睡午覺的好習慣.
<--明明就是自己貪睡, 而且還想著, 睡覺還有錢拿, 何樂而不為~

這個睡午覺的習慣有多好勒?

以敝人現在的生活習慣來看,
晚上3點睡, 早上9點起床,
一天6個小時, 加上午睡半小時.

以一天6.5個小時的睡眠我居然還沒崩潰,
由此可見午睡的功效了.

午睡, 當然是越快入眠越有功效,
區區半個小時, 如果花了20分鐘做睡前準備, 那睡屁阿.

辦公室的冷氣算強的, 那是沒話說.
我不要臉的功力還沒到拿著自己的熱臉, 去倒貼人家的冷桌面,
所以一般來說, 我會先把自己的外套舖再桌面.

這一切都是那麼的順利, 直到半年前...
有天, 午睡醒後,
杜丟貴(遇到鬼), 為什麼外套中間濕了一點?
靠腰, 嘴巴尿床~~@@

更可怕的是, 這漸漸的成為了種固定模式,
而且有越流越多的傾向

#@$(%*!~
自從上大學後, 一年365天睡覺的時間我也沒幾次會睡爽到流口水
(用一直手就算的出來)
真是為我自己的嘴巴內的口水分泌腺感到難為情啊

再經過敝人以超快的速度用腦袋分析了一下, 想出了兩種可能性.
1. 睡姿
躺著跟坐著的差異在於躺著頭部有枕頭墊高, 在地心引力的驅動下, 口水會先往喉嚨流
坐著的話, 一般常人應該也是墊高, 不過基於我的高度只能以半駝背方式趴著, 再加上外套沒有枕頭高, 所以地心引力在這種情況下反而害了我
2. 晚間睡眠不足
晚間的睡眠不足讓午睡能更快速的入睡, 不過也導致睡太熟現象出現,
加上剛用完午餐導致口水分泌現象一時之間無法停止
不過我需要我非工作的晚間休息時間所以睡眠不足去死吧~~
<--非常理直氣壯的宅在家裡打電玩, 看電視

既然沒有什麼修復方式, 那就... 算了...
外套常洗就好了(或者一直用那件, 然後回溫哥華前把他燒了... 為了節能減炭, 捐出去好了~~ 為社會著想的偉大情操~)

這個現象, 一直持續到...
今天~~
午睡醒來吸第一口氣的時候居然可以吸到液體!!??
心裡大喊不妙,
外套拿開後, 心中也只能暗嘆:
"果然, 居然滲透層層布料直達桌面了~"

迅速的用了張面紙湮滅證據之後
從口水所得到的結論:
以後還是乖乖的早點睡吧 @@
身體在抗議了~~

ps. 歌個這篇完全沒關係, 歌的那篇...我....忘記我要寫什麼了@@

鬼騎肩!?

很多人都聽過這個鬼故事:
(鬼故事警告)

"有對夫婦吵架, 那丈夫在憤怒之餘把妻子給殺了.
不想被發現抓去關, 丈夫就在年幼的兒子放學回來之前, 把妻子的屍體處理掉了, 並且想好了一連串的理由跟兒子解釋媽媽去了那裡.
奇怪的是, 隨著一天天過去, 兒子絕口不提媽媽的事.
而那父親自己的肩膀不知未何, 越來越酸.

一個禮拜過去了,
父親終於按耐不住自己的好奇心,
問了兒子:'為什麼你都沒問我媽媽去了哪裡?'
兒子回說:'媽媽? 不是一直騎在你肩頭上嗎?
雖然我不太懂你們在玩什麼遊戲, 她還一直比噓, 叫我不要跟你說呢'"

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最近肩膀好酸阿, 難道我招惹了哪隻鬼, 我可沒殺人啊??
聽說金山街那邊本來就有些地是墳墓@@

還是因為我坐姿不良加上床難睡...
在家標準坐姿:
電腦
|
我---------------------電視

所以我的頭永遠在右前方45度角旋轉- -"

我要休息!!!(不爽中~~)

錢~~

忘記了口袋的破洞

光是到公司的路上就掉了2顆50元
真是個不美好的星期一早晨~~

生活瑣碎事III

I don't think I am the same me as I was in university,
but I'm still me.

Doesn't make a whole lot of sense,
but that's just how i felt lately,
probably because a part of me still remain as constant.
(hmmm......)
Wonder if anybody else feels the same.

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Today the distance of my swimming exercise has reach a new milestone: 1 km

next milestone: whole 1 km without stopping.

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The "detergent" inside the swimming pool has an unexpected side effect.

As it slowly killing my skin cells, it also prevent mosquitoes from coming near me. (THAT is how poisonous it is =) )

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It's kinda sad that normal tw bachelar room rental usually doesn't include a kitchen. =(

This is probably due to the very easily infested-with-cockroach environment.

I still want a cheaper room with kitchen though.

The day that proves my 24 years of existance, and more~

The story starts with 5 mosquitoes, on my birthday eve.

Actually... there's not much to tell between the group mosquitoes and I,
let's just jump to the conclusion.

The result is the mosquito army has 4 fatalities,
and I was wounded 3 times and got myself an insomnia till 4am.
by that time, either the one mosquito that's left sounded retreat for itself,
or i simplely don't care anymore and ignores it.

When I woke up in the morning and finally show up for work,
I was 15 min later than my normal time.
However, taken into consideration that the RD department has flexible hours,
it was nothing big.

through out the day, my attention was rotating among 3 things.
1. deleting the emails from facebook informing I got message on my wall
2. read the the facebook wall itself and respond
3. my work
(yes, I slack off a little bit,
but compiling code and loading the code into device to test gives me quite a lot of free time anyways;
hence, I always been saying my job isn't really that hard.)

Through out the day,
there are 2 msn messages,
and the rest are all from facebook.
Also noted that half the people from facebook don't usually contact me.
So by my guess, if i take off my birthday on facebook,
I'll get roughly around 10~15 msg!?
which sounds about right anyways.
But seriously, facebook is stealing my friends.

As for the physical celebration goes,
there are in truth, none.
my colleagues don't really know my birthday,
and they are celebrating the return/depature of another co-worker in the neighbouring department.
(In case of confusion,
the girl took a non-paying leave for about 8 months,
and return just to quit today)
so didn't really want to bother them.
the result of a match between a girl people probably never gonna see again
vs.
the birthday of a dude who's been here < 1 year
plus he's gonna be here the next day, and the next day, and so on.
c'mon, it's obvious, even i would pick the girl.

By 8:15 pm, I ended my work,
and headed to near by swimming pool.
It rained earlier, so the two co-worker decided not to go,
cauz they don't like the chances of getting wet if it's not the pool's water~ lol
(there's a better explaination for that, but this one will suffice)
I ended up going there alone,
forgotten my cap, went home and retrieved that,
and started swiming at 9:05pm, and broke my last weeks record.
(last week i only did 3.5 laps, this week i did 5.5 or 6.5, I lost count.
considering that I haven't swim for a long long long time, this is actually pretty good improvement.)

on the note of swimming,
people should know that swimming is simple,
just wave your arms and swing your legs till you can't feel them anymore.
I would have reach that state eventually if not for the cramp on my left index toe ~
It happened when I went to washroom to pee,
and when I return to the water i found out that i cannot swim with that part of my muscle tighten~
will of god i guess, plus I almost couldn't feel my arms anymore anyways.

After that I went to bakery and bought some bread and a cake and went home,
with a little difficulty parking my scooter through out the journy.

I'll post the pic of the cake and change the song later, as i really can't feel my arms that well right now.

It's a very calm birthday.
Not a legendary one, but certainly not a bad one.
Awesome nevertheless
(ignorning the mosqito army, cramp, and the fact that my scooter almost broke my arms),
since I got to check out girl at the swimming pool,
and while I'm at that also checking their gesture to learn how to swim faster~
(yeah, the best swimmer there is a girl, whom according to my colleague,
goes there everyday, and still takes lessons and trains very hard,
though she's already beyond the description of "being great at swimming".
And there's also the fact that why would I wanna look at dudes?)

But seriously though,
I probably should take the swimming lessons that one of the dude is holding in my company,
since I forgot most of the moves to swim efficiently.

Also, I should have finish my cover letter before my birthday,
my schedule is on delay here at the moment... arrrggghhh

生活瑣碎事II

今天是昨天的母親節
(很難懂吧...哇哈哈哈)

再當地11:56pm的時候,
我打了通電話祝我媽母親節快樂,
結果她沒接 Orz

眼看著母親節漫步而過, 心中掙扎著要不要再打一次
在金錢與親情之間徘徊了10分鐘,
(話說回來, 我還真愛錢,
可是手機費到現在也沒有一毛錢是我出的...
我可能只是單純的愛省錢吧, 不管是自己, 家人還是朋友的,
不可否認的, 省錢有總莫名其妙的爽感)
我還是選擇了後者, 電話打了, "母親節快樂"也說了

不過心中還是有點愧疚...

這愧疚並不是因為母親節事實上以國際時區來看已經過了,
而是因為我們之間的對話.

母: "Hello"
我: "媽, 偉成" (注1)
母: "喔"
我: "母情節快樂!"
母: "喔,謝謝"
... ....
我: "阿..房子怎麼樣阿"
母: "還在整修..."
(我們花了大約30秒討論房子)
我: "喔, 手機, 長途電話, 我先掛了" (注2)
母: "喔 ..." (似乎欲言又止)
(我的手比我的腦還快, 掛電話- -)

那剎那... 我突然想到,
我怎麼會在問房子的事,
而不是在問我媽在那最近過的如何OoO|||
果然是個沒誠意的不肖子- -"

而事實也似乎是如此,
青少年叛逆期過後,
我對口語孝道的表現實在是很不擅長阿
如果沒事先想的很清楚要講什麼...

更糟糕的是, 我對朋友間的媽媽們的臨場反應相較之下實在是好太多,
表示我並不是沒有臨場應變的能力, 這還真是... 讓自己不爽阿...

去年為了避免這種尷尬場面而自己畫的卡片感覺反而好的多...
不過我媽老是會對這種事情跟我尷尬的說聲謝謝實在讓我感到全身不對勁...
搞不好我媽那尷尬的道謝,正是我大腦正常運作的剋星@@
一個媽媽如果知道她可以讓孩子一時之間變笨,
不知道她應該要哭還是笑~

今天跑步紀錄:
0~2: 3.7 km/h
2~17: 6.0 km/h
17~24: 3.7 km/h
24~30: 3.8 km/h
走路速度增加了, 應該到4.0 km/h都還可以用走的
不過這次跑完 15分鐘的 6.0 並沒有想吐的感覺
果然跨級的自我挑戰, 進步速度會飛快,
希望不會有後遺症

注1:為了省錢把'我是'省略掉了
注2:為了省錢把'我現在在用'和'打'和'費用比較貴'省略掉了

生活瑣碎事I

公司最近在做個人目標設定,
基於我寫的都跟我做的東西的細節無關...
應該沒有違背, 保密條約吧~~

The following is a direct quote of what i wrote:

職務內容:
- 完成主管新發派工作
- 保持已完成程式的流暢與完整, 並加以管理
- 部門同仁有相關問題時給予協助
- 支援對外部門來幫助客戶解決問題
- 對於自己所完成的工作, 如別人之後要加以使用, 給予相關支援

自我目標:
- 學習新技術與知識, 讓新工作或專案更容易被完成
- 對整體系統架構以及語言語法邏輯更加了解熟悉, 以方便作業, 並防止在解決問題時制造更多的問題
- 學習更加有效率的管理自己的時間運用
- 有多餘時間是, 多多了解同仁手上的工作
- 希望能夠接觸與學習更多與使用者介面相關之工作

如何量化自我目標, 以便將來評估:
- 每個禮拜撥出10~20分鐘來接觸, 新知識, 訊息, 或科技相關新聞
- 跟從已經訂好的Coding Style, 並在做修改時同時考慮其所有可能造成的影響
- 對新工作的時效性多加注意, 以及提早得知何時應該完成, 以方便安排短期的里程碑
- 與同仁閒聊時, 詢問一下對方最近手上工作為何

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Taking a second look at this, still feel like a load bs to me, from an objective view.
However, I must emphasize, that I actually meant every point when I wrote them. Hence, I did not lie. (yeah yeah yeah... a dreamer, not a do-er)

雖然這些自我目標的設定還要經過主管批核, 而且是狗腿了點.
(I sicerely hope none of my co-workers know nor read my blog here.)

不過剛被加薪了, 狗腿就讓他狗腿吧.

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最近為了減肥, 為了增加體力, 為了健康, 為了地球, 為了正義...
開始了走路上班, 跑跑步機的運動.
(為了地球, 應該在街上跑, 不應該用跑步機...
不過在台灣我怕被撞死, 而且外面空氣太髒)

為了不浪費時間, 我通常是固定只動30分鐘.
其中15分鐘走, 15分鐘跑.
通常是暖身走2分鐘, 連續跑15分鐘, 然後再走13分鐘讓自己心跳平緩下來.

今天了新的突破,
0 ~ 2 : 3.6 km/h
2 ~ 17: 6.0 km/h
17 ~ 23: 3.5 km/h
23 ~ 29: 3.6 km/h
29 ~ 30: 3.5 km/h

重點在於我通常跑 15分鐘時速都是 5.2 km/h
突然增加到 6.0 km/h 跑完的時候差點吐...

走路時速沒有增加, 因為再增加就快變成跑步了.
也把這個當作是加薪而連帶的增加好了.

The CS jargons of Taiwan's Hi-Tech Culture

Hmm... I guess the topic is a bit too clear-cut that I actually don't know where to begin. (usually I wrote things before I label it with topic )

到了新竹上班也10個月了...
好久, 如果說我有83歲的壽命,
那我人生的1%已經貢獻給明泰了.

沒錯, 過去幾個月,
在下便是以"歲月不饒人"來激勵自己別不小心地陷入了原地踏步的迴圈中.

我個人對小孩沒什麼研究, 不過10個月足以讓小孩會說話了吧.
在公司10個月, 也足以讓人學會一些台灣科技公司才會有的專業術語.

1. Ma - Mod/Modif/改/抹(台語)
This is almost the all purpose word, since it mean both erase and modify/edit.
eg.
"debug message 沒有用的就ma掉拉, 等一下timing出問題, 你就準備找bug找到起笑吧"

2. 抓 - capture (usually internet packets)
As 明泰 is a 網通 company, this is quite common, but the especially worse is my manager's manager has a evolve form of this term which gives new-comers no clue on what the hell he means, and that form is "抓抓". - -"
eg.
主管的主管: "測不出來就抓抓阿"
我: "什麼抓抓?"
主管的主管: "抓抓你不會?"
我心理os:"我知道你在說什麼才有鬼, 什麼鬼抓抓"
我: "什麼抓抓?"
主管的主管用了很訝異的語氣開始解釋. 兩秒後我打斷他的話.
我: "喔.. 抓封包喔..瞭了"
我心理os: "度到校ㄟ...誰叫這個叫抓抓?"

3. 測 - test
This one is quite obvious, but it assists in in helping me finding out that Taiwan Hi-tech professionals are so efficient that they are fundamentally lazy in pronoucing sounds... whatever language it is.
eg.
"麻煩把那些全部要認證的都測一下"

4. biu - build
This is another word for compiling code.
eg.
"ㄟ..這個code biu不過ㄟ.. @@@@"

5. 當/don - download
I think even non-hi-tech ppl use this. As everyone love to don some stuff.
eg. "去當一份新的project, 然後biu 一份"

6. 叉 - x
As tw ppl will pronouce 'x' as a-ku-su, that's 3 syllables, in comparison with 叉, 1 syllable. The choice of laziness is obvious.
eg. "windows 叉p" "802點1叉" means "xp" and "802.1x protocal"

therefore, when used in combination you'll get something like:
"你去把opensource的那個_____當下來, 抹一抹, biu 一份, 測一下.
如果有bug, 抓一下packet, 看一下.
如果還解不了, 再來問我"

yeah.. seriously.. that's something my boss would say 3 month ago.
except now solving bugs, and capturing packet is too obvious and trivial to mention.

ps. the fact that i'm writing the first part of this during work time is kinds scary and sad @@
seriously, I'm too loosen up now.

ILoveBlog4 - day 21 禮物

A birthday present from Erica:

almost there.

i finished that, and messed it up again,
and haven't got it back for a long time.

ILoveBlog4 - day 21 溫柔

來~

有沒有, 超-溫柔~

---------End of Joke---------

幾乎是電腦裡最舊的相片, 再更之前就都是傳統相機了.

年輕的時候殺氣比較輕 =), 這樣有沒有??
不好意思讓我兩個高中朋友漏像, 不過值得一提的是
從右邊看到左:
小Jeff, 看起來像商人, 雖然感覺有點小奸詐
Justin, 看起來也像個事業有成的商人
ㄟ... 這位服務生, 你在相片裡做什麼??
而且這還是Grad Dance 喔~~

ILoveBlog4 - day 20 Bitter Sweet

The long lasting meetings were truly a sweet burden.

However, I would say for this one the agony is a lot worse, and almost joy-free.
Since this is the year-end-exec-only meeting in the 2nd year.
And we were discussing none other than the 3rd year's president candidates.

I'm sure it's a lot more "bitter sweet" to all the presidents of LE than the rest of us.
(Although one might argue that event director is in a similar shoe,
but then when that happen people will start saying that about every directors won't they? =)

ILoveBlog4 - day 19 最終話

這個實在有點太難了吧..
沒弄好變成詛咒別人死了, 或是永不見面

還好最近雖然沒看到屍體,
倒是有看過殘骸.

ILoveBlog4 - day 17 幸福; day 18 urban love

那幾年雖然很辛苦, 不過回想起來很快樂:

Vancouver science world - taken by Angela

I'm not particularly fond of the science world,
but I can't find other pictures.

ILoveBlog4 - day 16 現實/夢想

How many of them truely got recycled?

ILoveBlog4 - day 15 彩虹

All the colours of the rainbow are in there =)

ILoveBlog4 - day 14 初體驗

The first time that I went to a restaurant for dinner,
and yet I needed to grind the seaseme myself.

ILoveBlog4 - day 12 私角落; day 13 勇敢

Say what? Forgot? How? what? I would NEVER~

Hey, check out the pictures:
"le corner"

This is the part of my room that pretty much stays the same throughout,
except probably add a cover of dust into your mental picture for the current view.

Ok, maybe I did forget,
for the sake of redemption,
I will risk offending 3 people to show my bravery.
(though none of them are in taiwan, so techincally I feel no immediate pain)

So my question is this, what type of awesome food in Dimsum crusine will it simutaneously has 3 ppl squeeze their lips together like "Zoolander" without planning ahead?
Man I miss vancouver =(

Ok, posting that one is a bit out of my style @@.
Here's the real one.

It takes some serioius mental preparation everytime, for me to board the plane,
due to the lack of control once I'm inside.
And plus this is about week after the China airline burn/crash-a-plane-every-four-year-and-it-so-happen-this-year-it's-here incident at that EXACT airport with the burned plane wreckage right outside the waiting area, so that kinda hit a nerve(however minor a nerve that is).

ILoveBlog4 - day 10 畢業照; day 11 晚餐

I over-slept - -"

Grad pic.

- taken by timbits i believe

The first "expensive-pricing" restaurant that I been to.

-taken by poan i think

ILoveBlog4 - day 9 Utopia

Somewhere beyond the clounds

ILoveBlog4 - day 8 媽媽

我媽巧手所做的麵包花.

ILoveBlog4 - day 7 方向

whom to follow, take your pick.

ILoveBlog4 - day 6 信

The letter/note I left for my landlord, because my chair was broken.

I even drew a diagram just in case he can't understand my wording.
Apparently that was a total waste of effort, since he didn't come and check out the chair until I got off work and returned home.

ILoveBlog4 - day 5 missing

missing the light? or missing the shadow?

ILoveBlog4 - day 3 城市的聲音; day 4 瘋狂

Got summoned away by my parents this weekend for family trip.
Unfortunately the time difference is just enough to miss one whole day - -".
Destine for incomplete.

Anyways, sound of the city:

Taken on top of a department store looking down on the streets of Taipei.

Crazy:
Craziest rain I've ever seen:

Every car turned on their hazzard light so the drivers can see one another.

Couldn't read the road signs until they were this close.
btw, we were on the first tw national highway.

ILoveBlog4 - day 2 戀人

唱完KTV兩人飢餓的神情~~

對不住啦, 貓小姐與林先生.
不過你們應該要驕傲的,
你們勝過了我的外公外婆.
(表情豐富多了 =))

ILoveBlog4 - day 1 期許

Await the train.
Beyond it the comfort of home we seek.

ps. haven't post image for a long time, a bit rusty with it.

出發去琉球

不知不覺在台灣三個月了,
blog的文章密度卻沒有什麼增加.

並不是台灣使得我腦殘想不出東西(雖然它可能有這個潛力),
而是往往我想到些什麼可以寫的東西的時候都已經是半夜兩三點,
再不睡覺我隔天就不用好好上班了.

琉球機場最近華航班機爆炸,
不過連續兩起事件的機率實在太小,
所以事實上也沒什麼好擔心的.

其他的, 回來再說吧~

十四號星期六!!

好吧加拿大溫哥華還是星期六~ Orz

我的blog 頗為冷清呢,
沒辦法,
這就是封閉式blog的缺點.

就算寫了一些特爆笑的文章也只能少數眾樂樂.
比如說宣揚Barney的用字精華,
似乎也沒什麼效果, 受傳染的也只有一個人~~

對陌生人,
也不太敢公開.
尤其是面試的時候,
跟別人說我有blog的時候,
不能馬上接著說:
"網址是.... 有空來看看, 留個言"

在這個個人認知為安全的國度,
有著太多不願讓所有人皆知的心情筆記.

是否該考慮把爆笑文章往外貼呢...
這樣子留言又很難保留...
有時間的話, 可能應該稍微研究一下.
看看能不能修改成一個新的系統~~

Change of mood

As I am being pinned down by job,
I can't really walk 500 miles and 500 miles more anymore.
(well unless I walk 500 miles in one direction and then 500 miles back - -")

So it's time to change the song~
White Flag - Dido

I heard this song playing in a shop.
Out of curiousity of who sang it, I copyed the lyric and googled it.
And to my surprise, a person I have no idea who she is~

Matters not anyways.

btw, without glancing at the lyric it might sound like
"I will go down with this shit"
it's actually
"I will go down with this ship"
It would be pretty sad to go down with shit... yeah~

步調

台灣的生活步調實在是太趕,
找不到適當的時間靜下來好好的紀錄.

煩熱的天氣, 討人厭的午後雷陣雨, 鬱悶的梅雨季節,
都讓人無法靜下心來好好的思考.

遇到了幾個適合"Word of the Day" 的字都懶得寫.

可是我在這裡的日子卻順利的讓人驚奇,
除了機車駕照考, 第一次不曉得有公共練習場, 結果失敗, 第二次才過,*
似乎樣樣事情都頗為順暢.

想說的是, 我不回歸到了小島便消失,
只是沒有時間和精力來好好思考我要寫什麼.

*P.S. 梅雨季節期間, 我幾乎每次騎機車每次被雨淋,
不過這並不列入不如意事項中, 隻是很單純的覺得我自己是個雨男.
反正今年犯太歲, 總是要有點事件吧~

Word of the Day!

Now, having a blog is like getting married.
At first you're all exited over it,
then before you know it,
you're hardly perfroming your task over it,
you just constantly visiting.
And finally you're blog are counted as lucky if you perform your duty over it once a month.

Ok, I admit, I was never married( duh! ); hence, I do not know what I was talking about..
But from what I heard, I figure they're pretty much the same.

What do couples do when their marriage is going downhill?
As the great wizard of television would answer us,
they visit the marriage consultant.
Now, who in the right mind with advice anyone to go visit marriage consultant for blog trouble?
The answer still lies with the great wizard, television the square,
as we have seen many times the standard answer from marriage consultant is usually "spice it up". So, why pay the money to see consultant when you get the answer for free?

Hence here comes "the word of the day".
This is meant to be as a topic to perform the regular task while learning some good word. Blog Five!

Today's word is: euphemism
euphemism means a substitution of a phrase or expression.
ie.
1. "I need to take a nature call for my quick bio requirement." is a euphemism for "I need to take a leak", which is a euphemism for "I need to pee at that bush over there". (heh, pee at the bush)

2. With a pervertic mind, a person can make almost all of everyday saying into a euphemism of sex-related expression, although that would occur natually without a pervertic mind if a person has trouble at limiting the context of his/her words.

Enjoy~

One week and Running

Normal Sleeping habbit,
woohoo~~

with the help of online "stargate" episodes,
i finally get my sleeping habbit back to most people's definition of normal

I have come to realize that my unwillingness to wake up,
mostly caused by that there's nothing much to do in the morning,
as morning tv typically suck, other than the news.

wake up early, get tired early, therefore sleep early.

Other recent updates,
well not much progress in job.
I kind of doubt that if I'm serious about wanting to work,
but that doesn't really matter.

2 point to improve upon:
1. my ability to answer behaviour question
2. my memory of programming experience

hopefully i'll do better in the next interview,
and show that i really want to work,
although personally i'm not sure.

Tense

When you're tense and thinking watching a movie might help...

do yourself a favour, don't watch action thriller,
it's not going to help..

speaking from experience

快不行了

真的快不行了,
體力透支, 全身發熱/發寒 (熱氣都散發出去了, 身體自然會寒),
雙臂因為前天爆發性的服地挺身處於無法往上舉的狀態
(當然如果不理會那礙事的疼痛, 要怎麼轉都可以),
太陽穴動脈微張,
血液隨著心跳流過時一陣陣的舒張可以明顯的從皮膚內在的壓力感官而感覺到,
並且最重要的是: 完全沒食慾

這些症狀...似乎很熟悉??
上個月好像才剛經歷過...

上次不是因為大熱天睡覺不蓋被子所惹得禍嗎??
記得這幾天睡覺前都有蓋,
不過把睡前音樂換成了歌劇院魅影罷了
不太可能被鬼上身吧??

初步推論: (找嫌犯)
1. 昨晚連吃三包芝麻油雞撈面(泡麵), 過度的化學成分,
加過度油膩的噁心感, 身體一時無法承受 = 病!

2. 平時3, 4 點才睡的我, 昨晚太早睡... = 病!

3. 天氣突然轉涼 = 病!

4. layout 潛意識所照成的無形壓力, 做完以後突乎奇來得鬆懈 = 病!
(除了潛意識以外, 打死也不會有人相信我會把它當壓力吧??
我的吊啷噹態度太過惡名昭彰了)

反正無論如何, 我今天八月初一的第四波/第三波 resume是報廢了
真是不爽阿~~

沒食慾還是得吃東西...
煮稀飯的處女經驗就獻給今天吧...

good news - week 17

I've been overly busy with handling my nervous feeling and excitment and preparing,
that i forgot to post the good news.

I got interviews~~

not one, but two =)
(although the request for delaying the 2nd one haven't had any response yet)

bad news about this is i don't remember much of what happened over the past 3 weeks.
Let me try to do it in reverse order to see if i can get most stuff covered

1. Happy Birthday to Phoebe since today is also her birthday

2. Harbor centre's revolving restaurant provide quite delicious food,
despite i have some trouble dealing with digestion the day after,
which is today

3. The church has a replacement paster for 2 weeks now, and 2 weeks to come.
I find his way of speach quite annoying,
due to the over and over repeated repetition over phrases or terms
that pretty much doesn't held much meaning on its own.
( much worse than my sentence repeating itself )
I'm trying to figure out why he does that,
force of habbit or intentionally?
so far my conclusion is i feel like i'm in kindergarden,
and the dude think he can brainwash me with repitition...??

4. prep'ing for interview is a new territory for me,
it's actually quite fun, trying to master the art of speach.
i know i'm new at this, i just hope i can get more hang of it after practice.
Got to thank enol, elisa, erica and phoebe for their advices.
I have yet to decide which shirt exactly am i gonna wear though.

5. 小四川 is actually quite good.
Spicy, yeah, but good~~ 蒜泥白肉.. unbelievable..
but then again..
it could be this that caused my digest problem rather than the buffey on sunday

6. Learned quite a lot from latest leMook photoshop and InDesign workshop..
happy about that.

7. I've send more resumes out in the past week alone than that of i did my entire life before last week. I must say it's very tiring.
But, i did win the bet~~ woohoo

8. Varekai from cirque du solei is fantastic.. OMG

9. Racket sports are great~ tennis, badminton, ping pong(table tennis)
got to remember to bring water, clothes for changing and/or a towel though

10. i don't have a lot of memory of anything before that, I'll add things in if i remember

/*------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
TODO:
- send out many many resume <-- on hold due to interview
- Research more about company and job positions <--- need more of this now, pretty much used up my quota
- Sleep a little bit earlier, but still get decent sleep <--- hope that's possible
- Make up a plan for my life of what age i should have how much saving <-- forgot about that
- needs to slim down and gain much more 體力 <--- working on it, still
- check into BCIT's program about getting certificates<--- waiting for steven's comeback
- help LE IT with Bloganize and database problems<--- totally.. did nil
- learn flash <--- zero progress
- learn photoshop <--- had a wonderful workshop, learned quite a lot, hope i don't forget
- read more books (father's 'advice') <--- working on enol's
- think i'm involve with night sky feature!? <--- hmm.. i wonder if i still need to hand in an article about this @@
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*/

微塵素

google searching for "wei chen su"

this term comes up as confirmation of my spelling.

完全沒有注意到我的名字跟它同音.

funny, I sound insignificant yet important.

----"potential new nickname"

Tri-weekly?

生日加上惰性又多拖了一個禮拜

很明顯的, 我什麼事情應該都不記得.

1. 我生日, 大家在我家BBQ+為我慶祝
一個簡單的BBQ也可以搞出個海鮮事件,
我也真是服了,
還得記得找shannie給她錢

2. 最近頗討厭打句號
中文的時候打英文的句號真的頗丑
不過有時候還是會因為打字的習慣而打.

3. 思考自我頻率大為上升,
想做什麼, 該做什麼,
想變什麼? 多久以後該做什麼?

4. House 跟 American top model都結束了,
電視應該會少看吧? 剩下apprantice

5. 在enol家一個晚上看了一整部日劇: "龍櫻"
敘述著一個律師, 為了拯救一個笨蛋學校,
設立了東大升學班來教導學生如何學習.
很讓人有所感的話:
"這個社會有一定的規則,
這些規則並不難,
只是聰明的人故意把他們搞得莫名其妙來占笨蛋們的便宜.
不想再繼續被占便宜的話,
就得努力, 衝上去, 改變規則."

6. 變態式的運動方式,
一個月中所做的運動比其餘一年下來所加起來的都還要多許多.
精神好到失眠@@

7. resume goal 完全 fail, 目前進度: "5"
理由: 對未來有著重大的疑惑.

8. 開始感受到IT Bloganize的壓力.

9. 母親節的結果, 不算好, 但也不壞

10. 因為害怕失去而過度投入於LE

11. 朋友一個個的離開溫哥華的現象, 百般不捨.

12. 還是沒找到目標

13. despie much better now, still have serious urge to play video game,
but feel that it's such a waste of time.

ps. 是不是打中文反而比較快呢?

/*------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
TODO:
- go to graduation
- send out many many resume, at least win the competition
- Research more about company and job positions
- Sleep earlier? <-- i have serious sleeping disorder now
- Make up a plan for my life of what age i should have how much saving <-- still thinking
- needs to slim down and gain much more 體力 <--- working on it
- check into BCIT's program about getting certificates <-- right.. my hands are still kinda full
- help LE IT with Bloganize and database problems
- learn flash
- learn photoshop
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*/

母親回去了

媽坐上她友人的車去機場的前10分鐘,
我被我房間裡的一隻蜜蜂吵醒

花了5分鐘,
把蜜蜂抓到罐子裡,
剛抓到的時候因為氣它吵,
忍不住的像製作泡沫紅茶似的搖了它一下

剛睡醒的恨意,
那時下了決定,
要關到它死為止

仔細想想, 我是否對昆蟲有種族歧視?
以前的那隻蛾花了10分鐘才抓到,
關一個晚上就放生了
著蜜蜂只因為它比較可能傷害我就非得殺了它不可?
是不是今天一隻羚羊撞到我, 說聲對不起就可以了,
而一隻獅子撞到我, 只因為我直覺的想它會攻擊我就可以把它殺了?
就算羚羊的角比獅子的頭危險上百倍?
那那些上百隻連猶豫的機會都沒有就被我殺了的蜘蛛呢?
不是常說, "生命的價值不是由它的大小與美醜來判斷的"嗎?
因為如此, 吃素與吃葷對我來說是一樣的,
只因為花草樹木不會哀嚎,
不代表它們的生命較於廉價
那為何我看到蜘蛛直接的判斷就是殺?
只因為它的生活圈與我的重疊了?
或許吧

我想最後我還是會放它生吧,
雖然如果它找不到它的窩,
可能還是非死不可
畢竟生命的最後擁有了自由

媽的班機飛走了,
我也自由了
在祈禱她的班機不會遇到颱風的同時,
我不知道我下一步該往哪裡走
事實上, 我知道我該往哪個方向前進,
只是不確定我想不想而已

整理房間好累

整理相片也好不到哪裡去

一切都從整理書桌開始
...
..
.

改不掉的壞習慣, 我又說謊了
從頭來:
一切都從整理CD開始~
把所有的音樂CD找出來, 並且將他們歸位.
聽起來頗為簡單, 因為我自己買的CD並不多.

結果~~~
自從我哥跟我姊回流了以後,
他們的CD便成了我的CD存庫二.
很不幸的存庫一跟二還汽車存庫全部混在一起.
所以, CD 數量 x 2.5 倍.
CD 整理的困難度和數量成倍比.
簡單的說, 我整理了2~3個小時 - -"

CD 整理完後, 音樂的選取就方便多了,
有音樂便有幹勁~ NEXT~~
! 書桌~~ (please use the south african pronouciation)
桌面積滿了... 東西..
拼了命的把書桌上的東西從左往又移動,
廢物便"Shift + Del" 省過了資源回收桶 (垃圾桶)
廢紙便直接往回收桶丟,
空出來的桌面便用抹布擦一下.
書桌那麼小, 理所當然的很快.
直到...

就是那疊相片~~
開始整理之後, 想說乾脆全部一起整理,
把所有房間裡的相片找出來並整理到一般.
想到所有今日整理動作之源頭的原因,
一大半當然是因為今天是母親節,
不過大部分的原因卻是如果我父母想賣房子,
要趕緊整理出一些東西讓我媽帶回去.

如此的話, 乾脆整間房子的照片都整理好了,
這樣我媽才能把多的照片帶回去.
....
...
...
..
.
........ 好累的決定@@

不過經過今晚的精華整理,
我(plus家人)的照片現在很集中的在一本相簿裡.
歡迎各位來我家的時候借閱 =)
(找不到在某些地方的照片頗為奇怪,
可能被我哥帶回台灣了)

可惜在LE的照片絕大部分都是digital files,
沒有什麼hard copies.

ps. i thought i'm trying to reduce entry....
well at least it's not one entry every day now.

pps.房間地上還是一團亂.

休息一下

最近太常寫entries,
嚴重影響到我該做的正事.

我需要降低我個更新速度~~

This post will be a reiminder to myself.

Week 8

I guess this is now a bi-weekly thingy.

My memory sucks, to be honest
(best excuse that i'm not into medical now),
I don't remember anything other than the high light.

1. obviously, there was the clubbing.
The place was the best i ever seen.
( despite i can't stand the overly loud music over a long period,
i been to many clubbing events )
Ginger62 i beleive. Unbeleivablely great.
Before that, was at metrotown shopping with small portion of clubbing people.
Before that, was watching ice-age 2: the melt-down with shopping people.
Before that, was having lunch with small portion of the movie people
Before that, was at Church with lunch people.
CHURCH!? see point 2

2. I been "tagging" to church lately.
I didn't speak much of the experience,
since i was afraid i might offend other people about their religion.
But there are always some sort of confusion and struggle and questions built up in my mind,
during and right after the whole experience.
I mean no offence but rather just in a more curious mind state.
(This by itself probably could fill a post, but anyways)
To sort these stuff out easily, i'll give what i originally beleive,
and what i get from christians, then talk about my confusion.

what i originally beleive in, and still sorta believe in.
1. Being(s), one or many, larger than us may exist. For convinient reason, let's sum it up even if it's multiple, and refer it as "The One"
2. The One can be good or evil, or neither, or both.
3. The One may created human, or the one may created beginning of life only.
Human may simplely be a fortunate( or unfortunate) accident for later case.
4. In either case of point 3, The One may or may not interfere with us.
Hence, prayer may or may not be heard.
Due to my lack of imagination of communicaiton method through telepathy,
and my beleive in everything are naturally lazy of changing.
(netwon's law, things that move stay moving, things that stay still, stay still)
I'm more leaning toward The One doesn't really care about his/her puny creation.
He/She just take a look at what's going on just for the fun of it.
Afterall, if this world is gone,
He/She can create a new one if He/She feels like it.
Based on point 3, relative to us, The One is define by us to be "all mighty".
5. Regarding to afterlife, I'm more lean toward nothing exist afterward,
but not denying the fact that spirit and soul MAY exist.

My own beleive has lots of may,
since i can't prove nor disprove any of the thing i said.
The core of my beleive is: "there's a chance that such and such"

as it is easly seen,
my beleive basically accept the fact that every religions could very well be true,
despite my stand is biased and lean toward some point,
but i never really reject the fact of the other possibility.

Another thing I must mention before stating what i get so far about christian is,
I don't trust regilgion "organization" in general.
I beleive there are bigger chance of corruption than purity,
which i held the same beleive in government and many form of charity.
(most likely due to the influence of media and the value that i was taught)

So no matter what Christian beleif is, my original belief can't be in conflict with it.
At most it will only be in conflict with the "church itself".

The sum up of the Christian i get so far:
1. A one true God exist, who made human.
2. God create Jesus afterward, to spread words in his name.
3. Satan is opposite of God
(personal understanding is Satan is Lucifier, who is a fallen angel).
Satan use manipulative ways to temp human into bad deed,
while God try to save human by spreading words and ask people to do good deed.
Havean and Hell are consequence of a person's good or bad.
4. Human are born with corrupted mind; thus, they need to be "saved" by faith in God.
Therefore, christian are constantly being heard as "seeking salvation".
5. Jesus died for all human's sin, but was resurrected.
6. Jesus' followers wrote descriptions of what did Jesus do,
and what happen after Jesus died.
Those thing are organized together into the bible.
7. Through faith, christianality ask people to look for positive during suffering.
(a larger plan plotted by God)
and ask people to do their work to their best degree and serve the society.
( since good performance = people asking why = spreading words of christianality)
8. People who known what christian is, but decide not to believe in it.
Christians recognized them as people who would go to hell.
9. As for people who don't know what christian is their whole life.
Some people argue people who don't know are innocent.
Some people think they go to hell anyways!? (not sure)
10. Somehow, spreading the word of christian is very important in the religion,
almost as if spreading the word will increase the chance of slavation.
however, i do understand, if people experience true joy from it, they would like to share it. But probably go as far as friends, not to strangers.

Now, the confusion part:
There can be lots of questions challenging christian beleif's facts, such as.
Why is Jesus born so late, after thousands of years of people's history?

However, these doesn't worry me.
Chistian last so long, there must have been countless challenge like this,
thus, there must be answers for these, just those may or may not meet my understanding.

as i probably mention before in another entry,
i believe that the power of "faith" increase a person's life style, capability...etc.
many many good ways, and some religions more so in some way than the other.
however, people who is deep in faith may be blinded with religion organization.
people just need to watch out about that on their own, or that's just a simple trade off.

I seek the peace of mind; thus, i'm willing to beleive in a religion.
However, i hardly think that's a good enough reason to do this,
but i can't think of any other reason for myself,
let's just assume it's a good reason,
and since in christian God is described to be kind,
he probably wouldn't mind the initial reason i beleive this in.

So here comes the "3nd to big" big concern:
Christian (and probably lots of other religion) is heavily based on what people said in the past.
Here, it's heavily by jesus and his followers,
and the predictions recorded before jesus is borned.
I lack in faith of believe in what might been just people's opinion.
If one day, somebody proof jesus lied,
(though i really really doubt this will happen, chances are slim to none)
my faith crashes.

since chances are slim to none,
I can take the risk and "choose" to believe in this,
then if the faith crash, at least it's my own choice.
Just like when you choose to be with someone,
and someone leaves you afterward, too bad, suck it up.

Anyways, "2nd to big" big problem
I have trouble beleiving God actually listen to us,
due to my original bias.
Why listen to insignificant things?
unless we are the toy between God and Satan?

Big problem
What's with the repeating push to ask people to spread the word?
i find the logical reason i come up with
(spread the word = improve chance of salvation) shallow and pointless,
since i don't beleive people are bad from birth,
but rather the score start from zero, not negative one million.
The thing about spreading,
higher work ethic and people ask you why and how,
ok that make sense.
You believe the well being and the inner peace it brings deep enough that youself want to share,
fair enough to friends,
weird thing to do to strangers.
what's up with making people believe they should spread the word to a degree
that they go around the world trying to convey people who speak in totally different language,
and got those deep believe people killed in mis-understanding?
I can't really see the point if "life" is not treat as a "precious" thing in a religion.
Why justify it with God speak to them
( i hardly believe God listen already, no to mention speak),
and God planned them to die like this in order to spread the word?
This to me is more of a mistake that's made by people who organize this for those people.
People make mistakes, mistake get people killed.
Just because those people are killed while they doing something religious,
doesn't justify their death with God.
I honestly don't see the difference of those people's death compare to
a poor programer who wrote a lousy program and crash an airplane and got people killed.
God planned to let the plane crashed and people died?
Don't really think God has anything to do with these death.

Of course, this whole incident might be a simple accident,
and the justification may just be a single person's opinion.
and it might not have anything to do with true christian believe.
But the thing is pushing people to believe is a christian believe, right?
and i don't see any justification behind that.
Based on this aspect on it's own,
it also created missionaries that tried to force the religion on you cauz they think that's the way to go,
so much blood flow, war, are caused through this.
(not just christian, but all religion that force people to believe)
The only logical reason i can think of for this to be justified is that more people = more revenue/support for the church.
Despite the church may be completely clean,
and all revenue are used to aid the poor, the sick, the elder, the homeless and made us a better society,
an organization that seek rapid income and support,
i see it more as trying to gain monopoly has hard as they can,
instead of waiting for people's free-will.
As far as i think,
an organization that has huge desire to change a large number people's thinking can almost be called brainwash,
and this is dangerous and make people into easily manipulated beings.

I mean no offence to people who are christian.
But basically i'm stuck at this position that i disagree with one aspect, while agree with another. (typical)
And I probably will continue to be stuck for a long time,
unless i find out later that i'm currently mis-understanding things.
Then again, I guess i could always just live with what i agree, and ignore whatever i disagree.
Just that it would be nice if i agree to the whole thing.

3. House had the most inviting episode this week, a patient actually died!
Not saying Dr. H doesn't have dead patients before,
but just not on any of the episode that i know of.
The show, House, shows may ethical problems that can exist among people,
and a couple of them probably only exist within medical field.
The show doesn't always propose a solution,
but these problems are nice to think about.

4. I'm sad to said i've only sent out 3 resume + cover letter.
( one of them is monster, which made my resume searchable by others)
Next week's goal is 28 or at least till all those company in my research directory are sent.

5. I'm spent too long typing christian point, now i'm dead tired.

6. I have overwhelm myself with sports for the past week.
I feel good I'm doing something healthy,
so combining with LE issues,
it's kinda a good excuse for the delay of resume sending?
despite lots of people would disagree@@,
事情都發生了, 自我安慰一下也好

7. Took a long time organizing IT issue and turn over, and helping out.
Probably the first time to show true devotion after i first took the IT director job and set up the system.
Guess I like set up more than maintain, auto-maintain truly is the key to IT success.
I feel sad over the fact that due to the fact that I was in emotional struggle,
that I couldn't show this type of devotion and passion over the year that I'm truly the IT director.
Up till this moment, i still don't understand why though.
Is it the conflicting atmosphere that was created over the year that killed my passion last year?
Or is it the fact that I peform better when I'm not under the title and inheriting the responsibility?
Or could it be there were lots of slackers back during the year as well?
(despite i'm probably the biggest slacker of them all,
might as well say i started it,
maybe i'm taking too much credit@@)
Or could it be reasons i don't even want to write here?
Or could it be all of these?
but I now know for whatever reason it is,
my passion toward LE did not truely died,
maybe my realization is too late,
but i'm glad i realize this before i detached myself from it.
仔細回憶 what LE and I been through, 很感動~
a little worry though, like someone who once said:
there's a 代溝 between generation here.
the level of respect is decreasing.
This year, couple people who show respect around realize this,
so the problem is gonna be dealt with and should be ok.
Just wish every year people will realize this,
else, LE will split internally, no matter how big the common goal is.
and LE will die.
(Funny thing, i told winnie have faith in her, which i do.
but why don't i have faith in who she would choose as her successor?)

8. I have become soft,
or rather I have been showing quite a lot of my soft side lately.
My old self-restriction rules doesn't apply as much now.
things like: " don't worry about things that you cannot control"
if i follow this, i won't be worry about LE's coming future.
I'm becoming more human? more common?
is that good or bad?
I don't want to be come a whining little b*tch.
Why am i caring what other people think? @@
God, i'm more human now..
good thing i still have little mercy over things that are "dead-deal".

9.icbc thing came to an end, check is received.
i still have no car, that's bad.
my mom decide to tortureme over it, that's bad.
I have friend like pheobe giving me rides, that's good.
but i'm getting shy on asking for rides, that's bad.
A weird delimma occur cauz don't wanna trouble her even more when she's already on really busy schedule,
but really happy to hang with her and people while taking her ride.
Guess I'm a real sucker at seeing if people are doing things willingly or not.

10. feeling really really bad over up-coming mother's day.
I'm screwed completely.
I find argument on bothside that i just can't win.
against:
- we don't celebrate birthdays, holidays, you name it. Despite my bro and sister do weird stuff for these days from time to time.
- I have no income, why spend parent's money to buy stuff for parent's that might be useless to them? (self-made card, however, is easy for me)
- I'm lazy to a fact that I don't think I wanna do anything
- I'm forgetful anyways, but since i'm worrying right now, I can't seem to forget.
- It's gonna be awkward!!! I suck at showing affection. 太熟了反而不好意思.
- unacheivable lame excuse: Instead of being nice to my mom on this day, shouldn't I be nice to her all the time?
- I don't really want to admit my mom is old that she need my caring.
- I probably would forget father's day, which is unfair to my dad.
- I can't really stand her criticising me or if she's disappointed by whatever i do.

go for it:
- Peer pressure. Go ask whoever, everyone is doing something nice.
- Sibling pressure. Despite I don't expect them to do anything weird this year, you never know.
- Previous Practical Gift Appriciation. Couple years ago us, the children (or just my sister, don't remember), gave my mom a small card holder wallet. She still use it now.
- She's actually staying over mother's day, why she's not staying for my graduation? God knows why, but maybe not to make me feel awkward?
(Unlike my bro's, my friends hardly know my parents)
- I logic mind says i should (convinced by peer pressure). She's my "Mother"!! God damn it, how much more does it take?
- Gonna have to eat dinner anyways, might as well.
- Something better than nothing.
- Shows appriciation.

I'm lost ...

/*------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
TODO:
- pick up graduation tickets next week
- pick up canadian passport on 15th
- send out 35 resume by 15th <-- used to be 100 by 10th
- Research more about company and job positions
- Sleep earlier? <-- i have sleeping disorder for 2 days now
- Make up a plan for my life of what age i should have how much saving.
- need to retrain my arms and legs, losing their power. <-- workig on it
- needs to slim down and gain more 體力 <--- working on it
- check into BCIT's program about getting certificates <-- right.. my hands are still kinda full
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*/

胃痛

最近胃痛很平凡呢.
真是莫名其妙,
我壓力又沒有增加,
至少我沒有感覺到什麼壓力阿.

很多該做的事都做了阿,
fax information 給 ICBC, 申請護照, 卸掉社團職務,
難道我潛意識的找工作壓力終於在四月底爆發了??
我resume, cover letter 都寫完了阿,
莫名其妙, 莫名其妙, 搞不懂阿.

昨天跳舞,
久沒運動,
扭腰過度,
痛就算了,
姑且算是我之前懶惰的報應.

今天是怎樣??
被雷劈?
招天遣.

看個 apprantice, 吃 5 個蒟蒻加兩片仙貝都可以痛 !@?
原本打算去跑步, 看來今天的運動又毀了.

我真的不懂阿@@
現在想得到的理由只有
為了想減肥,
刻意把食量調小為 1/2 ~2/3.

ok.. let's review,
reason that stomache acide will increase includes
1. prolong empty stomache
2. too much food in stomache at once
3. caffine
4. too much stress
5. overly nervous

上次喝含咖啡因的東西是week after easter,
ice-cap from tim horton,
太久以前了.

既然在減肥就不會一次塞一堆食物.

我個人認為我屬於無憂無慮型的,
除非大事出問題, 不然不會有壓力阿@@.
(especailly ever since i know stress can give me stomache ache,
I already learn to ignore it)

還沒有收到 interview, 不太可能 overly nervous... I think... I hope..

刪去法過後, 剩下的是"空腹過久"?
難道我這個人不吃宵夜不行??
宵夜 = 胖..
不然就是得七早八早起來吃早餐??
我...唉... 我不要七點起來阿~~

Right now i wanna learn sleep eating,
and only eat healthy food during sleep,
i can't taste anything anyways.

Also, this entry so doesn't belong to any of my categories.....
meaning this thing shouldn't even happen nor be recored down@@
or i should treat this with ease..

剛剛才從書房拿了 劉庸的 "尋找一個有苦難的天堂",
我現在要去尋找我那胃痛的天堂了.

"只有在充分的感受到胃痛的苦,
才能知道平常不痛的時候是多麼的幸福"
by Mark

運動

今天(昨天, it's passed midnight)
去騎了一趟腳踏車,
跟許久不見的漏氣小橘籃球玩了四十分鐘
(剛剛才取的名字, 還滿順口的).

Highschool 投籃的感覺有回來少許.
手勢變輕了,
而不再是拿著漏氣小橘往籃框,籃板猛砸.

人說運動有益身體健康果然沒騙我,
騎個車,
投個籃,
散下步,
心情舒爽了許多.

自己運動沒想像中的枯燥乏味,
而且不會為了愛面子而嘗試超越自己本身的體能限制.
話說回來, 我現在的體力根本就還完完全全的不行,
這些運動讓我覺得我像個復健病人一般.
我目前的運動量搞不好還比復健病人少呢@@

希望每個週末都可以如此運動,
自己或與朋友 :)

有點欲罷不能,
等頭髮乾的時間去玩個撞球吧.
(或許該找一天把握爸媽的高爾夫球杆拖出去玩)

reminder to add to TODO list, or do it soon before next week report.
write email to volunteer co-ordinator and start volunteering again.

Saltspring trip - 2

Final is done,
waiting for grade and grad.
it's not like i got anything better to do,
might as well start writing part 2

but before i started,
i just want to say,
天氣好熱,
心裡煩躁,
屋裡飄滿了悶的氣味,
我需要新鮮的空氣,
誰來幫我逃脫~~!?
(Just thursday's planned silent hill get away is no longer enough)

話說那天半夜, 晚晚才準備好, 短短睡了幾個小時後...

當Kuki小姐來接人的時候,
起床, 手忙腳亂,
許多東西還沒拿.
托大富翁跟音響的福,
東西多到單趟拿不完 o.O
(回程時到家時, 還是單趟拿不完 O.o )

因為是敝人第二個上車的,
很幸運的成為當年跟探險家(explorer)抗爭了一段時間,
結果落敗改名的導航員(navigator)....
(if you don't get it, i'm not gonna tell you)

接著接史蒂文先生
(在路上, 我從我車子殘骸中所挖出來的太陽眼鏡榮幸的登場,
之後就很悲慘的被我亂塞在車子上 - -"),
然後路過Richmond時接南西小姐.
剛好我們也要往西南方走,
ㄟ, 還真巧阿.

全員到齊後,
沿著steveton接著99公路向Tsawwassen Ferry 出發.
路上猛然發現車上多了三個 GPS's,
幸好整路下來沒有什麼太大的資料衝突.

因為提早出發 + 預先訂票,
再候船地/室(ferry terminal!?, since airplane terminal = 後機室)擁有多餘的時間,
兩位小姐不客氣的就逛起街來,
不知對未買的耳環項鍊是否還有所不捨?_?

候船室地上的島嶼地圖讓人著迷,
同時也讓人困惑不已,
因為沒有方向指標,
也沒有比例尺 (誰畫的地圖阿?).

許久過後, 船(siprit of Vancouver!? forgot the name)終於到來,
上船後, 順利的停好車
(右邊數來第二道,
離船的出口只有一個巴士距離,
距離中間, 也剛好停著一台巴士),
上夾層小歇片刻.

休息期間,
三人將三身橋牌功力全部傳授給唯一不會玩的餘下一人.
(to avoid confrontation and complication, let's avoid name calling)

一個小時(還是半個小時?),
船終於入港,
在車開下船的那一刻,
我們也到達了此程的目的, 鹽泉島.
(we are there, end of story!? No!? Really!? why!?)

btw, where's that 玻璃狗 we been looking for?

待續~~

照片:

逛街~~

逛街~~

逛街~~

島上地圖可不能忘記拿, 不然導航員就..
What the..SPA?

準備完畢! Ready to play, or are we?

now, where oh where is that deck of cards,
we must play that deck on this deck,
and introduce the two decks to one another.

芝麻開門 芝麻開門~~
我跟你之間只有一個巴士距離~~

Collide

A song by howie day
(still no idea who he is and what he does).

Liked the song a long time ago ever since i heard it from radio station(s).
Tried remembering the lyric and find it,
but always ended up forgetting.

Thanks to a given piece of paper, and a borrowed pen on Friday.
I find it!!

so,
out of the slacking time i assigned myself during study for final,
i'm taking some time out to share.

I had no idea what the lyric meant,
took some more slacking time to find out through google.
Luckily, google is very efficient.

If you are up for it,
respond with what you think it means before you go and find out.
might be interesting.

personally can't figure out what "do do do do" mean,
but that's kinda pointless anyways.

Lyric

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

do do do do x 4

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

do do do do x 4

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

do do do do x 8

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x2

Finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x 2

You finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x 8

Saltspring trip - 1

So it's Easter,
when rabit behave like raptiles and hens
and lay unreasonalbe amount of chocolate eggs,
when Jesus died and resurrected.

Seeing on this "holy" day rabits and bunny can switch out of mammal class
( 界, 門, 綱, 目, 科, 屬, 種.
Kingdom, Phylum, Class, Order, Family, Genus, Species.
I remember the chinese ones, but cheated with google for the english ones.
nice review on biology),
I abnormally became Poan's assitant and helped out his shoots on friday.

Before I get carried away with my entry,
let me post a reminder to myself and everyone.
"Never, ever, ever, ask your parents to buy cloth/pants for you when you are fat"
Having your friends calling you fat is one thing,
Having your parents not seeing your "shape",
but call you chubby directly from the "numbers" they hear from you feel kinda suck.
(number as in waist size, weight...etc.)
And this advice works especially when you have sibling lighter than you are.

What's so great about being Poan's camera assitant?
well, before the good points, here are a couple "unexpected" event.
1. I forgot I cut my hair, back of my neck was chilling half the time when we were outdoor.
2. The water make the basketball court extra slippery,
sadly I crashed Poan's camera + flash,
no idea how much damage @@
3. UBC is apparently short of blackboards to play around with
4. During the camera crashing, i crashed my Right knee;
During the basketball playing, i crashed my left knee;
how delightful.

Right Knee pic taken 2 hours before this post:

Funny thing is, the icy-pack actually reduce swelling, and pain.
So it's more or less painless,
but it make them look horrific~~

So there I was,
holding the reflecter thingy on my hand
in the middle of nitobe garden,
swinging like crazy for the flower peddles to fly around.
chill craw up the back of my neck.

Later, ballroom,
still holding the reflecter,
still swinging it like crazy,
but this time for flying hair.

a bit Later, still ballroom,
but now get a chance to hold the flash,
wich in the end was not the brightest idea letting me hold that thing.
Surprisingly swift, these shots here.

much later, basketball court,
crash, pull, fly, impact, touchdown,
no camera to take this, since its was flying.

much much later,
shoot done, playing basketball,
yet another crash, yet another impact.

much much much later,
home, worrying about what to bring.
In the end brought too much, but worth it.

moral of this story is,
don't get suck in by the title,
apparently, only the last paragraph from this has anything to do with it.

So, i was supposed to look for jobs?
back to work then.

Week 4

The crash on the Weekend before last week was a shock.

Here's a picture:

I don't quite remember what i did (it's been a while),
but i'll try.

Special thanks to Phoebe or Phiana or Pheana (since her hair now look like diana's )
for driving me around the past two week and help me out.

come to think of it, that's quite a lot of driving. @@

1. Bought light bulbs on monday

2. Grocery shopping, and cooked curry on tuesday

3. Play basketball, and pick up my bro's girlfriend's H2O booster on saturday

4. Went to Church then went to Ikea on sunday

5. Went to Shannie's birthday on monday

6. Went to cut my hair (surprise surprise) on tuesday (today)

7. Printed out my resume again, and got tonz of stuff on it crossed out again.

Oh yeah, and congradulation on passing the road test to pheobe.

Update about MY car:
So far, ICBC claim the car is in total loss condition,
and from the bodyshop's information,
the car is estimate to cost 13,000 to fix.

Nancy's friend suggested my car should worth about 15,000 to 16,000
and should not take any offer that is less.

I still don't get it, why would my dad insisting on having me look at if the option of fixing is still possible??
Why would our car be any better than any of the used car out there after the fixing?
我爸怎麼念舊嗎?
I understand buying used car meaning + taxes and probably pay more,
but i find still considering the option kinda rediculous.
But if the engine isn't damaged, i guess it's still doable.
I guess my father is thinking if the damage is not internal is not a big deal ba.
How can they tell from the picture anyways?

So the question now is,
based on the damage on the picture,
can we predict if the car has internal damage.

From the picture, we can see that:
1. bumper is gone, need replacement... 2500? (bumper include the two light cleaner)
2. right front steel plate need some work... 1500?
3. hood steel plate need some work... 1500?
4. both fog light need to be replaced... 1000?
5. right front directional light and high/low beam light need to be replaced. 1500?
6. the steel bar inside the bumper might need replacement... 1000?
7. the plastic the tow company personal tear away need replacement... 500?

8500? 13000-8500, internal damage of 4500?
likely some part is damaged then?

/*------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
TODO:
- just checked the answering machine, icbc called. Guess i'll have to call them back tm.
- buy timbits' gift <-- oh crap, i don't want game purchasing appear on my credit card(especially when it's not for me).. HELP~~
- recycle the liquar bottles
- Aim my solo econ class' final for high 80 so i will actually take the study seriously.
- Research about company and job positions <-- got delay and procrastinate
- Sleep earlier? <-- trying hard
- Try to remember what the heck my parents asked me to do. <-- maters now at the moment
- Make up a plan for my life of what age i should have how much saving.
- need to retrain my arms and legs, losing their power.
- check into BCIT's program about getting certificates <-- right.. my hands are kinda full
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------*/

it's been a month since CSSS IT night!? scary~~

In memory of all this car driving and accident and stuff, and the upcoming trip:
Travelling~

難以置信

真不敢相信,
車子傷得那麼重,
人居然完全沒事
(at least up till now, and hopefully jerry too).

basically what happen is:
I did not do a full stop at the stop sign,
and the car coming from the right side hit my car on the head.

front bumper almost completely ruin
(eventually it did get ruined since the towing guy tear it down),
and i think the guy was speeding.

打電話回台灣,
我媽一個字都沒罵我... ( i really hope she had yelled at me now)
只說我應該要自己學會處理事情,
一個機會去學習(學費也太貴了吧).
聽了聽我的敘述,
說出了她覺得奇怪, 不合常理的事.
叫我要先把那些東西搞清楚.
結果.. 打電話給Nancy (thanks).
結論.. 明天在報claim吧.

writing down what Nancy told me,
just in case i might forget.
1. tow away car
2. make the claim, supply preference autobody shop,
make appointment to make a face to face description.
3. the car will be tow to the autobody shop by itself.
4. calculate the money difference
5. pay which ever method.
6. get my mom's car back.

so.. when does the inspection on vechicle happening?
at the towing lot? at the autobody shop?

I'm a bit lost,
I keep having the feeling that i'm missing something.

oh yeah..
missed
#1. so.. since jerry's picture is digital file,
am i suppose to print them out and bring them to face to face meeting?

anything else?

I honestly beleive I have very poor luck when my back account is near empty or near the border.

車子怎麼修都修不好嗎?

仔細想想,
the car is more than just a car to me.

so much memory with it,
so many crazy trips with it.

will I have a bond with my laptop too,
if i use it continuously for 5 years?

Kindom Heart 2

I saw the poster of this at Rogers video store last saturday.

OMG... 好想玩~~

For people who play games,
especially RPG game players,
kingdom heart is an excellent game,
that is well made and well plotted.
The only complain I personally ever had for kingdom heart
is the unusual amount of button pressing for each swing of the sword,
but eventually i got over it,
so that only lasted for the first couple hours.

http://na.square-enix.com/games/kingdomhearts/kh2/
Looking through the site,
the game looks like it has such an imporvement in picture quality.
Not only that,
I can't believe "pirates of the carribian" is one of the world.
I thought only disney's "annimated" films were involve.

The page got me so exited that I have the urge to make this post,
although this post means nothing since i haven't play the game yet.
Therefore, guess i'll end it here.

hmm...
I think resume/job status will provoke phoebe to kill me if i do buy and play the game..
is this worth it??
hesitation means yes??
..
...
.... think think..

sigh~~

btw, these game sites' flash are great.
I wish we can do something like it

相館變聰明了?

Apparently they don't have the intention
to let me take the sample pictures home and consider it through.

On site decision of purchase meaning no chance for me to scan my photo?

To be fair I guess their action is just.
A pity though, the develope those pictures and i didn't pay them a dime.

From another perspective,
I don't like half of those photo anyways.
since half of them sorta enhance a big hole in between my front teeth.

Speaking of apperance,
I should get haircut soon.

Anyways, conclusion,
白跑一趟, 浪費我的時間與油錢.
他們白白的洗了照片也是浪費錢.
Both side lose.

But, at least I told him so before hand, and he used less film though.

第二週記?

Let's just see how long i can keep this up

the thing is, i kinda don't remember what i did monday tuesday wednesday, and thursday?

High light of the week.
1. WE STORM through the wall~~
Woohoo~

Obviously i don't have a picture yet.
- I dont' have dc
- I wouldn't bear to bring my precious laptop

I got the team number though

2. skipped econ tutorial, which count for marks.
Was unwilling to go cauz i donno which chapter was the homework, due to skipped all classes last week.
Also missed the chance to see me 2nd midterm,
which means i might have to drop by the annoying TA's office hour the coming week.
Hopefully the midterm wasn't scaled, that would mean I'm doing better.

3. Prep-ed a full course meal on Wednesday.
- heated 滷肉 <-- my mom left me with since winter break, still good
- 烏魚子<-- i'm not particularly interested.
- 蝦仁炒蛋 <-- 6 eggs - -" with tonz of oil
- 魚鬆<-- delightful
- 大茂黑瓜<-- the only vege, and it's from a can, what can i say?
Conclusion: my preped full course meal = worse than McD neutritional wise.

4. Finished off the 皮蛋 from ski-trip @@
Noticing how much colestral are there from all the eggs?

5. Whatever I did on monday... what the heck was it?

6. Obviously the wound heals quick, just been a week.
Tiny scar is left over as a reminder.

7. Finished off Initial draft of Cover letter and hopefully the 2nd from final 4th version of my resume on wednesday.

8. Went to pretrip.. twice
Guess we can still call the 2nd time post-pre-pre-trip.
Figure out the logic yourself.

9. Saw II still rock as it did in the theatre.
Why do people have a problem with my "thing" of contiminated needle surange?
Everybody has their things.
It's not like most people didn't freak out over the needle pit at initial sight.

10. Italian Job is still very clever.
Chalize Theron is sitll very good looking.
Having trouble deciding wheather i wanna watch monster or not.

11. One of the rare fun that i get out of SUS.
They intend to amend their constitution(code and policy).
However, the code state that every change to the code must be proposed with a two week notice.
As the 2nd terms of winter semister coming into an end,
SUS is incapable of giving a two week notice to the concil.
Hence, a motion is propsed to suspend the section of the code that ask for the two-week notice.
Now, as the two-week notice "is" part of the code,
and suspension can technically count as changing the code tempraryly.
Shouldn't the suspension be proposed with two-week notice?
And the cycle goes on. <-- delicious Irony
another Irony, we were breaking the code to change the code~~
woohoo~~
oh yeah, a reminder to myself that the SUS meeting start early this week at 12:30.

12. Decision is made not to go to the super-uber cheap CS grad boat cruise.
(20 bucks include dinner and wine - -" )
Due to its immense impact on occuring at the meeting the day before LE's actual event.

13. Missed the badminton playing on monday, due to the usual late waking.
Went there at 6 or 6:30 and saw no-one then went buy dinner and went home.

14. Realized that company give out vacation days,
so eventually I get to travel.
Next problem - How do I get 1 Million without open a company?

15. Withdraw enormous amount of cash for bank transfer <-- enormous for me

16. Really like lighthouse park. <-- but that's just me apparently.

17. I actually feel much happier lately, but not the headache I'm having right now.

18. About the headache I'm having right now.
Adrenaline rush is great for storm the wall, but what a gay side-effect.
Sleptfrom 4 to 9 - -"
So much for sleep early tonight,
and got this gay head/neck ache,
shouldn't have slept on the sofa for the first 2 hours.

/* TODO:
- Finish up final version of resume + cover letter before erica does
- Research about company and job positions <-- I should faint or die by now
- Check when my mom is coming and ask her to bring kimchee seaweed
- Sleep earlier? <--worked for half of the days this week. 50% improvement.
- Try to remember what the heck my parents asked me to do. <-- still don't remember
- Make up a plan for my life of what age i should have how much saving.
- Contact Aaron and Katy of their interests to be nominated as IT department exec candidate.
- need to retrain my arms and legs, losing their power.
- rent art work books from library.
- check into BCIT's program about getting certificates
<-- where am i gonna find space on my resume for this? guess i'll get rid of compter graphic project afterward.
*/

Deep thought of the week?
I need more close friends? hmm..
I miss my family.
I want my dad's inspiration on broadening my networking,
I want to talk to him face to face.
oh well, one can't have everything.

Joke of the week?
Maybe not so funny from eddy's aspect.
Despite Eddy's head is lovely to be step on and help me over the wall.
His 好彩(踩)頭 did not stop him from the cruel fate of drinking up
the mix of every single liquid form of food/drinks.
Taste yet another delicious Irony.

Weekly Report?

Seriously considering weekly report.

Or as i refer to it as weekly crack joke on myself.

Maybe i'll be more productive having me throwing something in my own face every week.

High light of my week:
1. cut my thumb during cutting "raw" meat.

I freaked out at the time.
*exact quote of thought to self*
"awww~~~ NOOOO~~ raw meat,
I'm gonna be infected~~~
where's the iodine? iodine"
--looking through drawer--
"what the, i have no use of hand cream now,
where's the f*cking iodine?"
--looking deeper into the drawer--
"why is this iodine in ... gel format,
no time to think, will be infected."
--squeeze an amount that's definitely too much onto place that is not cut and exactly beside the cut--
"It's ok.. i'll just use bandaid to wipe the iodine over...
bandaid, bandaid... where's the correct size bandaid"
--open up a box and pull out every type of size there is in that box--
"yeah right..like i'm gonna be a idiot and cut myself that big of a wound,
what were those bandaid making ppl thinking?..
I'll just use a medium.. since i can see how small the wound is"
-- finishing bandaging --
"crap, how do i wash the cutting board and stuff with the wound on my hand?"

till this moment, the board and knife is still not washed.

2. skip all classes <-- only have one course but had two oppertunity to go

3. actually go to "all" the meetings

4. Force myself to go to "IT night" as motivation to get a job

5. Finally made up my mind to quit WoW
(day after that, a high school friend messaged me and stated that he wanna start playing again - -". Great timing dude.)

6. Did scott's newsletter.
(think i accidentally include the pic file in the mail for 50 of our members @@.
hopefully their mail box don't explode.)

7. Went crazy and move all my comp equipment to the kitchen table so brian and yifu and watch "without a paddle" on the big computer screen.
(to my surprise i hook the thing up rather efficiently.
Moved my laptop around a bit too much around the house i guess)
(Without a paddle is a great comedy btw.)

8. Can't think of anything else... so much for cracking jokes.

9. oh yeah, played badmintin for two hours on monday and sore till thursday morning. wtf man~ so much for storm the wall

/*ToDo (looks familiar?)
- Check bank accounts and move money around. <-- hey, it rhymes
- Finish up resume + cover letter before erica does <-- heavy preasure
- Finish the Footex invitation and send it out
- Research about company and job positions <-- think i'm gonna faint, or worse, die
- Decide if i wanna go to cs grad boat cruise? <-- so hard to decide
- Check when my mom is coming and ask her to bring kimchee seaweed
- Sleep earlier? it's 7 am right now good god.
- Try to remember what the heck my parents asked me to do,
totally don't remember.
- Train for storm the wall? <-- run around like crazy during pre-trip?
- Make up a plan for my life of what age i should have how much saving.
(1 Million at age 30 is rediculous right?
I really want to have earned 1 Million at age 30 though,
oh well.. think about this after i get a job)
*/

SN: would my parents kick my ass if i rent room out without asking them??
yeah... probably will. I want the money though $_$

SN2: what happened to all my travel plan?
sigh, poor people don't deserve to travel.

New music

Every now and then,
you just have the urge to do something,
whenever the same stamuli occur.

It's time to change my music again.

Hero by Enrique ... i think..

天下無賊

天下無賊 真是部好電影.

劉德華的角色有點太痞了,
不過劉若英真會演.

他們兩個,
哭得很有感覺.

終究覺得他們的邏輯不太對就是了.

阿.. 我會寫 resume 的.. 別打我.

meeting ppl, confidence is more important that couple pieces of paper.

Hope i have the confidence @@

懷疑

"便秘的人有福了!

愛吃肉, 不愛吃菜, 可是又怕便秘?

趕快來嘗試美味可口的大同華肉包.

同華肉包肉多汁甜味鮮美,
吃一個, 烙一頓,
每吃必烙.

品質保證, 決不騙人.

吃了不烙, 免錢!!~ "

Ok i'm exaggerating, and
OK, i'm being a bad boy..
1. not sleep early enough
2. not doing work.

but
我強烈的懷疑大同華的肉包摻了瀉藥.
(of course, that's not my logical guess,
logical one would be they use bad meat,
but where's the fun in that?)

true experience though,
bought 6 of them..
ate them seperately 4 on one day, 2 the next day.

Diarrhea 3 times over 2 days.

on average, 2 bun = 1 diarrhea.
which means with 1 bun,
all your vege-none-eating problem is solved ~~
3 cheer for the meat buns~~
hip hip, hurray~~
hip hip, hurray~~
hip hip, hurray~~

anyways.. enough for the joke.. back to work

偷懶的結果

偷懶的結果就是...

好多留言要回 @@
更重要的是我要花時間去回想
第一次看到留言所想到的回應是什麼.

等氣銷還是有報應的.

以下是回覆kuki小姐的tag (除了rule B 以外)

遊戲規則：
被點名的朋友需在自己的Blog裡公開8個理想伴侶的條件，
同時加上說明。

A. 理想伴侶是男或是女？
女

B. 必須點名8個人，用盡所方辦法通知各人被點名參與這
個遊戲。
IGNORED <-- don't like it? what you gonna do about it?

C. 被點名的人不可重覆被點，每個人只可玩一次。

8個理想伴侶的條件:
In no particular importance order;
however, start with look just for fun,
(so ppl can call me shallow from time to time).

1. 外表: 至少漂亮(at least fair),
don't have to be pretty pretty, extremely beautiful and elegant,
but at least has to be "not ugly nor horrifying" with or without makeup.
"not ugly nor horrifying" in figure as well.
Note the "not" and "or" and "demorgan's rule" meaning(=) both not first item and not second item.

2. 不讓我覺得煩, 吵, 機車, 心裡覺得不平衡
the first 3 usually won't happen if i like the person already,
unless just so happen i'm in a bad mood.
心裡覺得不平衡 might happen even if i like the person,
but jealousy.. is a sin that is hard to avoid.

3. 懂得察言觀色, 最好的情況是能直接懂我的情緒 (心靈相通!?)
think everybody want this quality on the other half?
beside, i look angry when i don't move any facial muscle,
most people are scare of it.
without it, well.. tough luck, this is more for her than for me.

4. 一些共通幽默感
a person without a sense of humour just won't do,
but a person with a sense of humour but not in the same sense as i am is even worse.
跟別人說說笑笑, 對我--"死魚臉" or "smile out of politeness"

5. 尊敬長輩
think this is broder and include 孝順.
and 尊敬長輩 in my dictionary does not mean polite like a robot is design to,
but more like won't offend them.
of course, sometimes you have to, 有時候他們死腦筋,
good thing that never happen to my dad, he's too damn smart... damn it.
(however to this day i still wonder why he can't use a computer properly!? 心疼他的錢?)
but 尊敬長輩 that looks fake won't do either, even if it comes from heart.
It looks fake for god's sake.

6. 不要當包袱
One person, me, being lazy is lazy enough.
although.. you never know, it might be funny to have two lazy people hanging out.
包袱 also include financial burden.
However, being a household person count as a job.
(ie. pregnant, giving birth, taking care children...etc.)
these thing does not count toward financial burden,
although technically they are.
the burden thing is not that big of a deal as long as she don't come to me in debt, and bring in constant unnecessary debt (ie. gambling, smoking?@@ )

7. 相同的價值觀
Everyone want this.
We, who move around in different countries, especially.
why? cauz we realize how disasterous culture impact can be.
and that's caused by difference in values.

8. 必要的時候會講道理
又不是三歲小孩, 沒道理硬ㄠ..
but.. 一天到晚想辦法來break my logic的人也很煩,
人腦又不是電腦, 可以被亂hack,
sorry, access deny!!

9. 不對我說謊
i know the temptation of lying,
i enjoy lying, but this is a must.
i'll get "PISSED OFF" if my other half lie to me.
even 善意的謊言,
that only decrease the level of "PISSED OFF'ness",
does not erase it.
cauz that means I'm not trusted that i can handle the truth.
However, that being said,
little lies here and there that last a short period of time for the purpose of amusing is ok.
cauz i know an fully enjoy the 謊言的樂趣.
why do you think 放羊的小孩 did it?

opse.. i got 9 well..
we all know that the 包袱thing only count as half@@,
i'm sure there's couple more 模擬兩可's answer,
so given that we find 0.1 to take off (ie. the tiny amusing lie)..
we get 8.4 in total then.
四捨五入... we now get 8
(自我定律, don't argue with me!!
"good day~ "
'umm.. but..'
"i said good day~")

detail enough for you phoebe? 要幫我相親嗎? *lol~
just so you know i spend an hour doing this @@
kinda pointless,
given that person i ended up with is most likely not have all these.
very disappointing future indeed.. *lol

等待

好期望禮拜六的到來,

不管事情有做完, 沒做完,
結果如何.

這個禮拜六象徵著變態忙碌, 心情不好的結束.

結果, 到最後,
還是沒有辦法去載我媽.

光是開著自家車繞了自家一圈,
就打滑n次,
差點卡在路上兩次.

所以, 只好等待著我媽坐計程車的到來.

想睡覺,
不過project剛寫出頭緒,
似乎應該繼續寫.

想殺人的心情還是沒變就是了.

PS. 留言不是不回,
而是如果最近回了,
很有可能一半是再罵人.
等待星期六之後吧

A Freaky Holloween Idea that Sparked

I just got a freaky idea while carry my loundary basket down to the washing machine.

But i think anybody who i tried this on will probably kill me and ignore me completely afterward.

So, to not let a good idea go to waste,
I'll write it here.

Instructoins:

1. Get a web cam.

2. Start a intensive conversation a friend who won't murder you for playing tricks on him/her.
(at this step,
hopefully your webcam is facing toward the door of your room,
and hopefully there's a hallway outside your room. )

3. make up an excuse to leave the room,
but somehow forgot to turn off the webcam,
and walk down to one side of the hallway.

4. Here's your creativity kicks in.
From the other side of the hall way, you can have:
a guy dress in black helding a knife dripping with blood walk by,
a scary black hair ghostly thingy walk by (ie. sandy's custome),
or if you want a laugh, you can have the whole gay parade walk by for all i care,
... etc.

short-side of this idea is,
your friend can easily switch windows when you make a leave.
And if your friend did see it and call 911 for you,
you could ended up like the sheep boy who keep yelling:
"here comes the wolfs"

but, at least this is a new way of driving friends away,
if you want that is.

Doctors in Taiwan

i seen the first article at this site a long time ago,

http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/skindoctor/

yesterday i read through the rest of the articles and it really got me thinking.

my first reaction is that i pity this doctor,
for he has to face a government agency where the people work there don't know ****.

then i thought i should be fair.

then i thought my dad is a doc,
i should be on doc's side,
given that my dad can confirm all these things.

then i thought bush is a dumbass,
so high chance of people at government really don't know squat.

so now i'm more toward doc's side.

if i decided to stay here,
why bother worry about taiwan?
given that my dad can retire anytime he wants.

perhaps deep down i do care about taiwan's "normal" people and the land.
but with a government with its stupid politics,
i don't see a bright future.

i resent people in taiwan who simply got brainwashed by the stupid values set up by the media and the politics.
their ignorance really amazed me, and it really kills any hope i have left for that land.
i can't think of a way to save it,
thus i retrieve myself to hiding at a save place in my second home.

i wonder how many people feel the same way,
well, taiwan is over crowded anyways,
i shouldn't add another body weight to make the island sink faster.

The 05-06 IT Department

Given that this is still my ground,

i guess i can unintentionally diss people in whatever way i want.
(for people who got dissed... well.. tough luck)

I wonder how many people has the patience to finish the entire story.
(I have gone into a very bad habbit of not typing chinese,
seems like my chinese is going to get worse and worse if i keep this up.)

To be honest,
this year's IT department is truly weird,

It started out with the fact that i didn't know winnie very well,
and was quite familiar with scott.

During the summer,
with scott's departure to taiwan,
I must admit, that from my memory,
my first meeting with winnie was quite awkward.
Given that it's not a complete desastor,
i dare say that it went quite well.

though out the summer i didn't do too much,
thanks to some game;
however, thanks to winnie's presence,
IT was not completely abandon.

When the school started with scott's return,
things are fair, but not great.

Scott somehow left me this impression that he is to be unbeleivablely busy this year.
Or perhaps it was me that is truly going to be unbeleivablely busy.

Eventually i caught on to what's going on once again,
and all went fair,
though i now run short of time to do anything big in scale,
for example, reinstall the bloody php forum.

As more and more task was "demanded" to be done,
we carried through,
I admire winnie for her capability to handle the pressure yet still produce amazing results.

Up to this point, I think i had a good team going.
I'm really satisfied with the teammates i have.
Desipte scott hasn't catch up yet,
from past experience, i know he eventually will help out,
and eventually he did.
As bad as this can possiblely sound,
i really has no intention of blaming,
given i was a bigger procroscanater than he is.

In October, the infamous internal ice-breaker went on.
On this very day, every departments recruit their future slaves.
Some slaves are shared among departments for most of the departments just want the head counts to be high.

I have zero intention to recruit a massive army,
personally, i rather train 3 deadly assasin,
that can one day take over the world,
than bunch of people that don't know half of it,
and only intends to persue fame, rather than true power.

Sadly, from the look of it, people seem to be attracted more by the fame.
A lot of people seem to join because they know me or winnie.
i understand that,
for i too was once attracted by the bond of friendship.

With this mixed group,
I now face the problem of better phrasing,
"If you not going to do shit, then get out of my sight now".
For i seek the truly dedicated and truly skilled.

To be honest,
I think over 75% of the current IT assitant are unsuitable for this department.

How do i devise a scheme to rapidly rid myself of the unpassioned?
better yet, as a leader should, how do i design a way that the unassionate become passionate, and the unskilled, can work together and reduce the load of the rest.

Given a loner such as I,
how do i turn the unloved strangers to faithful servents of the greater good through a regular meeting?

For I cannot think now, future projects and tests now haunt me.

(this is a weird story writing style.. i think i watch too much TV @@)

sickness

Came down to a fever suddenly..
how nice...

I almost forgot how it felt

skin on fire, yet core so cold

no energy at all through out my body

light headed with a minor headache

no appertite.. might due to that gay soup

wanna give up yet worry about responsibilities
(i hate being a grown up)

no wonder the suicide rate is this high,

dying is a lot easier than holding up

I need rest but can't quite sleep

now can only hope that as time pass i'll cure myself unconciously

Movie Log

Kingdom of Heaven (Henry and Colin)

House of Wax (100% solo)

StarWars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith (Eddy, Catherine, Patty, Nancy, Steven)
Premiere

Dark Side

A slight song update to accompany the Movie.

渴望說謊症

我是個喜歡食言的傢伙吧.

跟別人宣稱要看某某某電影,
到最後跑去看Sahara.

不過, 就以在車開上大馬路上的最後心意的改變來說,
這個決定還算不錯的了.
Sahara is a pretty good movie,
雖然主角不死定律是在到了太過於誇張的地步.

朋友, 友情, 默契.
看完之後覺得那二三十年累機下來的友情真是無比珍貴,
雖然是演出來的.

反觀, 二十年後, 我現在的朋友一個都不剩的機率會比較大吧.

PS. 裡面的主角跟 Frailty, A Time to Kill 是同一個人.

Crash

今天用Enol的電腦才發現..
她的電腦聽不到我放的歌,
不過那是乎也不是那麼的重要.

剛剛跟Enol, Steven, karenkuo 看了Crash.

很感動, 很久沒有讓我這麼有感覺的電影了..

滿腔的熱血, 直直衝向我的腦海,
那數不盡的感觸.
讓我不知道該怎麼形容,
也不知道該如何為這一個Entry 歸類.
(surprisingly, i do categorize my own entries,
though there are no category links)

Paraphrase: "People missed the feeling of touch so much, that they crash into other people unintentionally, just to get that feeling back."

這句話, 我記得在電視的廣告上有聽到.
憑著良心說, 這個跟我所接受到的感覺,
事實上並沒有什麼關係.

說真的, 看電影前,
我完全沒有準備我自己來接受這種多重情緒思考.
我一度以為,
這會是類似Love Actually那種以多人為主角來呈現同一個主題,
事實證明, 我雖然對, 可是卻又錯的離譜.

我對, 對在於, 它的確是以多人觀點和彼此之間的交集來呈現它自己.
我錯, 卻錯在於, 它所呈現的主題, 並非單一的.
而且, 這些主題, 絕大部分都現實的離譜.
這些主題是那麼的不完美,
美好的結局, 在這裡是不存在的.

種族歧視, 應該是這裡最為被重視的問題.
在完美的法律, 也無法改變別人的思想.
在一直堤防, 害怕被別人歧視的同時,
也歧視了別人.

一直無法被理解的相互歧視,
也沒有完美的解決方式.

只有在提心吊膽的日子下,
繼續的苟且偷生.
深怕, 有一天,
自己被欺辱, 甚至被殺,
只因為對方也曾經被和自己長的很像的人, 同樣的對待.

多少次, 只因為語言的不足,
就被看輕.

在無法溝通的情況下,
要如何解決問題?
更何況是在讓人脾氣火燥的燄陽之下.

許多的問題,
我們都知道存在著,
可是因為不知道該如何解決,
就視而不見.

無奈的感覺,
這就是這部電影給我最後的感覺.

人存在的層面,
不單純是善或惡.
許多的感觸,
往往是一時興起.

"Stay cool~~",
"Relax~~",
不過是提醒別人要擁有跟平時一致的心態.

往往不夠珍惜自己所擁有的吧,
做一些連自己都會大罵的蠢事.
好像對不起很多人吧.
更對不起自己,
完全沒辦法原諒自己.

I don't need a break,
I just need a chance,
a chance to redeem,
a chance to adjust,
a chance to live,
a chance to forgive.

沒有健忘症的感覺

最近事情跟平常相比之下多滿多的,
深怕忘記了任何一件,
可是, 似乎還沒忘記任何一件事.

或許在事情多到一種程度,
我的emergency reserved memory 才會被開啟吧.

今天是郭凱倫同學的生日,
祝她生日快樂吧.

說到郭凱倫同學,
應該要順便感謝她長期以來的幫忙..(公事或私事)..
Without her, LE database will be a freaking mess~~

雖然說之後DNS transfer, 還是得仰賴她的email,
希望在那之後, 她就不用一直兼職了.
(好像還欠她滿多感謝的,
不過, 現在突然想不起來..
或許這段記憶原本在 Emergency Memory 裡面吧..
等到我對俗事又開始健忘的時候就會想起來.)

滿懷念最近這種, 每件要辦的事情都還記得的感覺,
好像回到了Highschool..

尤其鼻頭附近在BBQ 被曬傷脫皮,
更像是回到了Highschool..

Out of time

Don't really have much time to sit down and think about what to write lately.

Just making this entry to record down the three latest movie i seen

Taking Lives
Schindler's List
The Interpretor

Serendipity - a fortunate accident!?

剛剛看了這部電影,
還滿喜歡的.

或許我是個充滿了浪漫情懷的單身男子,
才會對這種偶遇式的愛情而充滿了憧憬吧.
(*cough* 什麼不學, 學某人來大言不慚.)

這部電影感覺上,
總是缺了什麼.
或許是因為,
它的焦距過度的著重於主角們身上.
這不難讓人質疑,
雖然主要角色們到最後很開心,
可是, 他們的未婚妻跟未婚夫呢?

對這兩個人來說是個多大的傷害阿.
他們兩個人並沒有做錯什麼事情阿,
為何要被別人的猶豫不決而讓自己心裡惝血?
(錯字吧)
這是多麼不公平的事.

不過, 就以兩個主要角色的觀點來說,
沒有遺憾終生, 畢竟是好事.

我曾經也很想信命運,
知道我覺得我根本只是個被命運玩弄的愚者.
現在, 我不確定我信還是不信,
大概只能禱告吧.

看到別人的命冥冥之中相交在一起,
多少會給點祝福.
可是, 看不到自己的命是如何...
當局者迷吧..
應該是永遠看不到的..

阿.. show me the force..
i wanna see my future~~

散心

最近常常搞不清楚自己在想什麼.

等一下, 出去走走吧.

一天到晚忘記吃飯,
直到餓的時候,
往往還要多等個半個小時,
因為不是要去買,
就是要去煮.

這樣說來,
我應該要變瘦吧?

最近也不太讓自己好好的睡覺.
我要自虐到什麼時候呢?

好像有很多原因,
又好像沒什麼原因.

我媽的那句話,
大概是主要的原因吧.

我姐最近要來了,
最好把那電腦早點拼好,
不然, 一台laptop終歸是不夠的吧.

LE 最近的幾隊新couple是乎都非常甜蜜,
可喜可賀,
祝他們都很愉快.

不過相對的,
出去玩要找人的時候,
難度有增加的趨勢.
大家都有自己努力在忙的事吧.
大家都變成熟了,
不再像年少般的瘋狂了.
(我畢竟是個長不大的彼得潘吧)

如果, 人找不到,
暑假最後的計畫,
最終還是會報銷的吧.

還是應該股起勇氣,
自己一個人去實行呢?

Don't know what to believe right now,
到時候再說吧.

要出去的話,
現在該走了.

電影情結/節(實質版)

上個Entry被我自己岔題岔到放棄回歸正題了,
所以就開個新的.

到目前為止, 看了:
Saving Silverman
28 Days Later
Lost in Translation
Star Wars Episode II - Clone wars
The Bone Snatcher
功夫

Saving Silverman:
標準的teen movie,
沒什麼好說的,
除了, 女生辣不辣? 有沒有露? 好不好笑? 以外,
好像沒什麼重點.

女生辣不辣?
這個是很主觀的..沒什麼好講的..
我覺得醜的, 搞不好人家愛..
我覺得漂亮的, 搞不好人家嫌..

有沒有露?
很Typical的, 主要角色沒有,
可是還是有nudity.

好不好笑?
基本上來說,
應該算好笑的..
可是.. 看到一半才發現,
好像之前在電視上看過後半段了,
無緣無顧又租了一次,
現實生活中的金錢陣亡就沒那麼好笑了.

28 Days Later:
Another British Zombie Horror~
(or a Hollywood one but the scene takes place in London.)

不知不覺的就會把它跟 Shawn of the dead 拿來做比較.

這次的怪物, 移動速度來的快的多,
因為他們所被感染的病菌以Rage為主要症狀.

不過奇怪的是,
這部卻沒有Shawn of the dead 或是 Resident Evil 來得噁心, 或恐怖,
它也不是像Shawn of the dead 恐怖片除外還要帶點搞笑.
(We'll all sit down and have a cup of tea, and let the whole thing blows over~ ^^)
這部電影所著重的,
應該是為生存的意義,
生存者們之間的道德.

當周圍的一切, 都毀滅的時候,
還有什麼原因讓人們活下去.

這部電影有點扯的是,
最後主角像特種部隊一樣強,
實在是滿怪異的..
從一個車禍住院的Bike courier,
到神出鬼沒的Speical unit.

不過整體感覺上還算不錯,
畢竟, 壞人被打/殺,
道義得以伸張還是會讓眾多觀眾大檜人心.
(我是不是有錯字?)

Lost in Translation:
這是到目前為止, 算是這一批裡面最有營養的片子吧.

兩個到了異國的人,
彼此心中都有著無比的空虛,
因為能體會對方的感覺,
而產生出來的關係.

有幾個可以分開來說的點.

1. 文化衝擊, 真的是影響不少.
原本以為, 外國人很能適應的..
看來, 或許並不是那樣子吧.
西方世界接受的文化衝擊,
並不會少到那裡去.
就以這方面來說,
描述的還滿齊全的.
不過完全沒講到日本的流氓阿, 那些的.
我不是日本人, 並不是那麼的了解,
所以沒辦法判斷 到底日本是像GTO給人的那種感覺呢?
還是如這部片子所呈現的一般?
或又是介於中間地帶.

2. 日本有些景色真的很漂亮.
這部電影看到一半的時候讓我有想去京都觀光的慾望.
不過很討厭觀光的時候有一對遊客在那七嘴八舌的感覺..
不過, 那是他們的自由~~
還是淡季, 或跑到無人的地方的那靜靜的感覺比較合我胃口.
或許不喜歡跟團也是因為這樣子吧, 人多嘴雜.

3. 劇中, 兩人都已經結婚,
Bob 很久了, Charlotte卻才新婚.
男老女小.
絕大部分的時間好像是, Bob把自己結婚的經驗分享給 Charlotte 知道.
Charlotte 卻能帶給Bob 那年輕時候的氣息.
兩人雖然心靈上相通, 身體上卻沒越過那不該跨越的線.
兩人不斷的找理由來與對方一起在異國遊玩,
到沒理由的時候才發現那依依不捨的感覺.

或許我經驗不夠吧, 我實在搞不懂,
他們之間的情感該算什麼.
導演應該表現得很明確了,
我也接受到了,
不過卻無法將所接受到的資訊加以分析,了解.

這應該就是為什麼我總覺得為那兩人, 感到可惜, 不過卻不是很了解原因.

更好奇的是, 他們兩個如此, 在這社會上算出軌嗎?

Star Wars Episode II - Clone wars
Star Wars 不愧是要讓我看上兩遍才能夠前後連貫的電影.
許多人只是單純的喜歡它的特效,
不過我卻想對它的劇情有一定程度的了解.

很多人說Episode II 拍的不怎麼樣吧?
畢竟跟Episode I 那最初看到高度合成技術所給人的驚艷以不在,
只能嘗試以堅強的劇情來彌補,
但..是似乎也沒有成功,
雖然jedi knight出現的數目多了十倍不只.

我個人並不覺得Episode II 有何不好,
只是在經歷過Episode I 過後,
有著高度的期待,
Episode II只要沒有突破, 就是變差了吧.

不過, 喜歡就是喜歡,
希望第三集會拍的更好.

The Bone Snatcher:
很明顯的, 這是一部單純的怪物系列恐怖片.

或許我看太多了, 總覺得這種種類都有著一定定型式在.
1. 一個人, 一小隊人, 或一堆人意外的死亡, 不是全滅, 不然就是有一兩個生還者.
(個人覺得一小隊人跟全滅的機率比較高.)

2. 一個專家莫名其妙的被請/送到了災難發生的地區.
(這個專家, 本來就沒什麼慾望想要來, 通常是被利誘, 或者騙來的, 而且往往對著的地方發生過什麼事完全不知情. 可是, 怪的是專家到最後通常會活下來.)

3. 一隊人去調查, 調查的發展上, 人會一個接著一個的死偏偏專家不死, 到最後剩下 3~4 個人.

4. 專家發現了怪物的弱點, 3~4 個人下定決心, 為了這個世界, 要把怪物幹掉.

5. 殺怪物的途中, 又死了1~3 個人. 通常是犧牲.

6. 存活的人, 不是獨活, 不然就是有著良伴, 然後大難不死, 彼此很恩愛.

這些, 每個人都知道吧?
基於太過predictable..
近幾年的這類電影都會改一下, 通常存活人數會多滿多的..
不然就來個前後全滅.

忘記改的電影, 就會被人說很老套.

不過這部既然不新, 就很明顯的沿著單純的道路而行走,
後面還下了個伏筆, 代表怪物沒死盡.
如果賣座好, 還可以拍續集.

所以, 基本上.. 這電影沒什麼好講的..隨便看看就好.

功夫
周星馳, 大家都看過..
好像也沒什麼好說的..
基本上.. 我只是打字打到累了而已..

如果之後想起了什麼, 再回來加吧.

P.S. 天氣熱, 讓人真沒耐心...

Judgement Day

Kind of exagerate a little..
The truth is.. i finally get my hair cut.
Here it is:

Before April 14, 2005 Noon	After April 14, 2005 3pm

To reduce the least amount of variance,
i pick to wear the shirt that i have most of..
(and of course..
that's just a lousy excuse for lazy to change before taking the pic...)

To be honest.. this post means nothing..

If you are that bored to come and check out my blog..

go read the other more "thoughtful" post..

Running Away!?

我爸的飛機早上飛走了..
睡兼混了整天之後,
在晚餐後看了run away jury..

got to stop running away from reality ..
glad this is the last movie~~

this probably doesn't make much sense since i orginally rented amelie,
however, the thing i rented is in whole french..
no idea what's with that..
the video store clerk nicely offer me an exchange @@.
sadly, my dad already seen that.. guess i picked a wrong movie..

Run away jury:
this is a good movie, idealistically.
i honestly don't see this happen in reality..
maybe i am a pethemistc about justice and all that..

undoubtly the movie's view is bias,
though with good argument and supports..

it seems to me that after writing down thoughts after watching so many movies...
i start to admire the actings kills of these actors..

perhaps i did admire these ppl before..
but didn't really pay much of my mind and attention to it..

well.. the impression this movie leave me...
other than the actors are quite good at what they do ..
is that the ending is good and beautiful..
though i hardly believe that's realistic...
but that's what movie do, make people dream about stuffs once in a while..

破碎的玻璃

這幾天都還沒唸到書,
有種不太好的感覺.

對世界的排斥,
擺脫不了的厭惡感.
如果像磁鐵一般,
或許是因為我跟著世界本質上太相像??
想太多了吧,
不可能的事.

理解了一樣東西,
卻不想實際的去做.
看電影這娛樂道出了,
我的想法.

怎麼說呢,
真想有一個目標,
真想有個不管怎樣都不放手的夢想.
不過, 到目前為止,
好像還沒遇到那真正值得我奮鬥的點.
那會讓我奮不顧身而衝向的點.

Anyways, enough about mindless thoughts.
the sixth movie~

第六部..
Shattered Glass:
according to duiny at the video store,
the main guy in this is the dude from star wars..
the grown up version of Anikan Skywalker..

main three reasons of me grabbing this movie down the shelf are:
1. it says the movie has something to do with "lies"
2. star wars episode 3 is almost out ..
checking out the dude's past acting skill seemed like a good idea
3. most frequent reason.. title sounds interesting

the movie talked about this dude walking in journalist world..
a company named "the new republicant"..
why that name?
i can't quite figure out yet, since i am not all that into politics
Since this movie is based on true story,
i guess it could very well be the company's real name..
but i highly doubt that

the main dude is recognized for his effort in writing articles for the company..
until some guy else where decided to check the facts about a certain article,
then.. it's lies after lies, and lies for the lies..

it's amazing to see how a person who's cornered so..
still refused to tell the truth..
makes me really wonder what exactly is in his mind..
cauz i beleive it's not just merely that the guy is immature to be honest..
it takes great courage and effort to keep the lies go on..

i believe the movie could have explain more of this guy's motive behind all these..
but then again.. maybe nobody knows why in the end..

it's a good movie in my opinion..
though my dad fell aslep half way in the movie on a sofa next to mine..
is it really that boring??@@

Road

昨天晚上, 我根本沒睡.
邊看電影, 邊清理家裡,
疲勞到一種境界,
居然在去機場路上的紅綠燈睡著了30秒.
(紅燈也太久了吧~~)
結果被後車的輕微喇叭聲叫醒.

去機場前, 去機場後,
各看了一部電影.

看了:
Rat race
Road to Perdition

Rat Race:
實在不知道該說些什麼,
這部很單純的就是一個搞笑片.

就以entertaining value 來說..
還算不錯拉.

Kinda surprised to see the girl, who is in Italian Job, in it.

Road to Perdition
這部就有深度的多,
一邊跟我爸看,
一邊跟他探討有關美國1930年代經濟蕭條,
黑手黨賣私酒的事情.

看到一半的時候,
查了一下字典,
perdition 有毀滅與地獄的意思.

總覺得Title有點過度的暴露劇情,
不過也沒辦法吧,
因為在劇中,
這是被用來當作雙關語.

Michael/Mike Sullivan (Tom Hanks)跟他兒子 Michael Sullivan
(yeah... i know.. same name.. kinda a pain in the ass)
要去的地方就是他Sister-in-law所居住的一個叫做Perdition 的地方..

不過搞不太懂為什麼會有地名想取這個名字的@@?
不過BC省,也有叫做Hell's Gate的地方,
或許這一切並不是那麼的希奇吧.

劇中, 整體故事的發展,
對我來說有點過慢.
雖然說這部電影還算好的,
可是這應該是那種,
我短期之內都不會再看第二次的電影吧.

不知道為什麼,
部太想講其中的劇情..
或許是累到不專心吧..

Overview:

連續兩部電影都跟跑路有關係,
this is really a coincidence..
didn't plan on this.

不過兩部電影的性質相差滿多的,
到底還是不能混為一談.

依稀記得好像還有別的事想說..
記不起來了..

父母的探望

在爸媽到達的前夕,
跑去租了7部電影.

在還沒有整理家裡之前,
已經看了三部了.
而且很有可能會繼續看第四部,
應該稱這為瘋狂還是單純的白痴呢?

(Interestingly enough, this whole post becomes a big movie critique,
you can ignore the rest if you don't really feel like reading it)

已經看的三部有:
Mean Girls
Frailty
Hannibal

Mean Girls:
judging from its genre,
there really shouldn't be much for me to say,
except is it entertaining or relaxing?

I must say it's pretty funny to a certain extend.
Amazingly, people do start to hate the main charactor half-way through the movie...
which might mean Lindsy Lohan isn't a very bad actress.

(Although a lot of movies that i don't long to watch belong to chick flick,
they are actually belong to a specific section of chick flick..
plz do not rule out the whole genre on my behave.)

Frailty:
I seen this before,
it gave me an impression that i really like this movie.

After seeing it the second time,
i still like it,
(which means it's damn good and everyone should watch it,
so they can tell me what they think about it)
but the full reason i still can't quite grasp yet.

it's weird indeed to like one without knowing specificly what.

Hannibal:
First time seeing this one,
i must admit,
Anthony Hopkins just leave me this unerasable vision of this charactor.
if there is ever gonna be a forth movie of the charactor Hannibal Lecter,
praise to whoever is up there, let it be him acting again,
because i cannot imagine anyone else playing him.

as people may know,
i have quite a weird taste in this sense.
therefore, as many would predicted, i like this movie.
(hopefully someday i don't become people like that)

As sick and creepy as this dude is,
honestly i think i can understand his logic of doing things.
about the eating people's body part.. well maybe not.
however, if he does have a fine taste on food,
then perhaps it's not that hard to understand.

though his actions are prohibit by an society,
looking at things through his eyes probably make a lot of sense.

kill those who are rude,
kill those who make a whole inperfect,
and kill those who attempt to harm him.

His killing may look brutal,
but the victim's suffering is usually minimzed,
(well.. maybe not so when he doesn't have the equipment to minimize it..
ie. bite off ppl's part with teeth)
however the suffering of those who survived or witness probably get maximize though @@

hmm.. after writing all these,
now i think myself is creepy...
(reminder to self in the future, don't over done it in cretique)

regardless, i think the ending is pretty well done.
his feeling toward clarice is obviously shown,
though somehow predictable.

The ending sorta make him more human than just some crazy creature.
(i am not talking about the airplane part,
if you are thinking about that..
then what i am trying to express will not make sense)

overview:

Surprisingly..
Frailty and Hannibal's covers look extremely similar:

Both contents invloving killing,
and the killing are mostly related to the victim being not completely pure.

I still feel the creep on my spine how the two cover looks so similar...@@

Since Hannibal is the last movie i saw before writing all these..
i put more thoughts on it...
think i'll write more on Frailty later on..

Note to self:
Probably should translate this into chinese somedays..
sigh.. writing thoughts in english is so much faster..
pity.. else it would be out in chinese in the first draft..

South Park

從 陳小諾那裡抓來玩的~~

沒想到可以玩得滿爽的@@

衣服穿那樣試因為我有一件類似的外套.
身上有血當然是因為我愛血.
頭上有血, well.. you bond to get hurt some where..
燃燒的眼睛是嗜血的慾望,
嘴巴沒有表情是為了表現出creep 的氣氛.
光圈跟翅膀是因為我愛假裝不干我的事.
身在漆黑的湖邊是因為要解決事情.
手上的爪子, well.. other weapon seems too brutal at that moment~~

Supersize Me!? No Way~~

剛看完 supersize me.

真是一部具有影響力與震撼力的紀錄片.

看完的結論..
i wanna go back to my highschool+first year university:
"I HATE FRIES" rule

and of course a conclusion that is concluded long ago:
"i need more exercise"

the funny thing about this movie is,

i was extremly tempted to eat McD half way during the movie.
i guess that's what makes it so scary,
the temptation.

Eventually i got hungry,
but am convinced that McD is not the solution to hunger.
hence, 炒了一大盤高麗菜~
(i think i add too much oil)

but, since there are soft drinks left in my house..
i ended up drinking those,
despite my attempts to eat healthy in the middle of the night.

Hopefully i'll remember my "i hate all potatoes, not excepting McD fries" rules for long.

生病就是雖

過了吃鼻涕吃到飽的一個晚上~~

比All You Can Eat 更利害,
因為是隨時隨地隨便~

回家以後,
覺得這樣不行,
不但不夠new food,
一直流搞不好還會虛脫...

在烤箱烤pogo,
可惜,
拿出來的時候,
雖然我有很小心的用oven mitt,
那個薄到不行的sissy mitt 還是讓我燙到手.

沖脫泡蓋送~~

1. 沖
在冷水下沖了5秒鐘,
因受不了剛出爐的食物的誘惑.

後來痛到不行, 又跑去沖.

2. 脫
手指頭尖是不穿衣服的,
我也不打算幫它脫皮,
這個步驟就省了吧.

3. 泡
邊沖邊想,
有沒有什麼兩全其美的辦法,
既急救我的手指頭,
又讓我吃東西.

結論, 拿個鍋子,
左手吃, 右手泡吧.

4. 蓋
泡到麻痺之後,
拿個ok棒把它緊緊的黏起來,

難得覺得沒感覺的感覺真是棒~~

5. 送
區區一個右手食指,
有必要嗎?

p.s. 之所以會拿麼的..
又想吃又想救..
應該是因為燙傷的部位吧..
"食指"大動麻~~

Sidenotes~

只是很單純的想換歌而已..

but .. might as well post something..

SN1:
上早上的課好累...都沒精神

SN2:
最近喉嚨痛, 大話說的太早.. 不過應該很快就好了.. *敲木頭*

SN3:
發霉的碗盤真的.."很"噁心~~
奉勸大家, 如果不是想在4天之內洗的東西..
最好直接讓它乾, 別想說: "泡水比較好洗"..
天大的錯誤~~

頭痛

頭痛
+ 吃垃圾食物
+ 看電視/玩game
+ 有很多東西due
+ 睡眠不足 =?

從下午起床後..
頭痛了一整天..
玩game似乎不能像以前一樣,
當我的止痛藥與興奮劑了..

路上的雪真煩,
讓長褲底容易濕掉,
也害我不能開車.

冰凍了兩個禮拜,
家裡只剩不健康的東西可以吃.
越吃越沒精神.

我快完蛋了...
禮拜日, 一, 二 連續三個assignment due.
弄到連禮拜日那個, 明明跟teammates寫好了,
卻忘記到底是大家都要交, 還是只要一個人交就可以了.

LE 有好多東西要學才能讓攝影比賽的BBS voting正常的運作...
好想睡覺..

我快瘋了..

P.S. 很煩的時候不能繼續聽 To Zanarkand 了,
換點活潑的~

美麗叉瑪斯

一年一度的叉瑪斯又這麼的過去了.

雖然每年都不盡相同,
不過今年我這個沒有信仰的人居然收到了禮物.

收到禮物事實上也不是什麼大了的事.
只是收了之後,
總是會有"是不是應該要回送?"的感覺.

如果是生日的話,
就可以很簡單的在那個人生日的時候在回送.

可是..這個叉瑪斯嘛~~
我既不相信聖誕老公公,
也不信耶穌,
這一天對我來說實在是沒什麼太特別的.

在一個很平凡的日子收到禮物,
難免有點怪異..
因為, 回送的時辰好像已經過了,
不送, 又怪不好意思的.

仔細想一想,
我應該不會送吧.
1. 我懶
2. 省錢
3. 時間不對
4. 就算要送也要抓個莫名其妙的時間
( an eye for an eye, a shocking experience for another )

滿沒意義的post.
算了, 就當是critique前的中文練習吧.

祝大家美麗叉瑪斯

翹課

今天早上爬不起來,
把311給翹了,
少了311這最重要的課,
其他兩堂, 上不上也無所謂了,
去學校似乎也沒什麼建設性了.

本來打算,
那乾脆把這些時間拿去寫那個很恐怖的computer graphic作業.

可是..不知不覺卻跑去打電動玩具..

還好, 至少還有教別人tutor..
一整天不算白費掉..

我並不感傷,
只是在悠閒之中的懶惰被顯現出來罷了~~

滿好奇哪一天我才會有足夠的動力跟別人一樣做長時間的衝刺~~
那應該會是我把工作/功課當做遊戲的一天吧~

saw真不錯的念頭還是一直在我腦海裡徘徊,
或許該把它拿來寫一寫~

不過在那之前... 還有我可憐的Red Violin~

神奇的77777

跟了我們家八年一個月的Lexus GS300, 里程數終於在九月二十六號到達77777了~

非常無聊吧..
開車開到一半把車停在路邊,
拿起手邊的laptop,
然後用laptop上面的WebCam已奇怪的姿勢瞄準,
按下touchpad 的左鍵所完成的.

以開車的經驗來說,
我一直以來都不覺得我很常開.
但是, 從去年11月到現在,
我居然開了超過這車子到目前為止1/7 的里程!!
差不多13000 km 了.
(而且, 我暑假兩個月不在這裡)

希望它不會因為被我過度操練,
而出問題~

P.S. Note to self: 應該幫laptop跟車子取名字~

Everwood

English POST!!
(why? cauz it seem like a good idea at this time,
though i might regret it
(why? cauz it'll take me a long time to read later on ) )

Dispite all the craziness happened last week, and all the pressure of assignments and courses this coming week, i gave myself a break today, and watch a long time no see TV show~ Everwood.

I remember the first time i saw this show. It catches my attention immediately, because the son is yelling at his father in order of words i never seen.
and the son has a unique name.. Ephram i think.

Later on i find out, Everwood is actually a warm tv show that contain its own style of story telling. The way the simplicity and complexity of love that is showing by the show, hits me almost every time. As unreal as tv drama is, it gives me the warm feeling that i long for. It does not need twisted plot or explosive action, nor girls dress in hot peices of clothes to catch the attention.

This is a show that i had watched, and long forgotten. It's good to see it again.

Also, a note, this tv show got a very very good opening music.
If i ever start playing music at my blog, plz remind me to play it.

^^ feeling good with old memories~

台灣之旅三

沒什麼事做的日子過的特別快,
在工作前, 環島後,
在台北混個幾天,
我便隨我哥下台南.

工作雖然無聊沒事作,
可是多多少少還是有學到一些東西,
更重要的是學到一些對業界的價值觀吧.

7月 20, 21, 22 日

天天在台北混.
逛了一堆地下街.
因為台北街頭的溫度,
並不是每個人都能適應的.

22 那天, 我座著客運到新竹,
然後在跟我哥一起座客運回台南.

一回台南, 我哥就很興奮的想去夜市,
不過我實在沒有力氣在那天陪他去.

7月 23, 24, 25 日

天天在台南跟著我哥出去玩,
或是跟我姐聊聊天.
過著愜意的生活.

當然還是有去夜市,
去了台南最大的武聖/勝 (忘記哪個字了)夜市.

在25日的晚上,
座車到新竹, 我哥的住處.

7月26日

開始工作的第一天.
教導我的同事 Brian 丟給我一大盒chips,
跟一片電路板,
要我測試那720個IC的頻率對不對.

1. 同樣的動作太無聊.
2. 前一天晚上太晚睡.

我居然在午睡之後... 睡過頭.
經理不好意思跟我這個免費勞工說,
只好由我哥轉而交代.

/*-------------------------------------------------
新竹的電視好看好多哦,
因為我台南家裡只有4台.
-------------------------------------------------*/

7月27~30日

工作工作工作,
結論是, 我拆裝板子的速度比我哥還要快.

或許我比較適合去當組裝工人..
小時後樂高玩太多..

不過為了讓課/科長 小杰,
能順利的帶8片可以跑的main board 去大陸,
只好拼命加班, 拼命拆, 拼命測試.

30號禮拜五下班,
我跟我哥就前往這個weekend的目的地, 台北.

這次是住我哥女朋友家,
我跟著去住, 亂不好意思的...
雖然說我哥女朋友的家人很喜歡他..
for some reason i can't yet quite figure out why..
老實吧..

7月31日

我哥陪我去看電腦展,
看到了華碩新型的 A3000~
(就是我未來的laptop了阿)

打算回去後用電話跟我父母商量一下,
隔天再回來買.

/*---------------------------------------------------------
電腦展的人好像被殺價殺的很習慣了..
我覺得滿適合初學殺價的人..@@
----------------------------------------------------------*/

之後.. 下午.. 我忘記我跑去哪裡了...@@@@
好像是台大吧 ^^"

8月1號

一早起來跟我哥去金華城買電影套票
(請稱他為省錢小天才, 或是守財奴...j/k)
中午去買laptop,
下午去看i robot.

晚上..回新竹 T_T.. 無聊的工作隔天又要開始了.

台灣之旅二

環島之旅開始,
抱著有種不祥的預感和期待由台北火車站出發.

或許是個人的心境還沒有調適好吧,
環島的第一天,
真的沒什麼心情去玩.

7月14日
大夥一起相約在台北火車站集合,
因為晚起, 拖拖拉拉, 行李太多, 走路不夠快,
捷運太慢, 人太多等原因,
從板橋出發的我們是最慢到的一群,
所以在半路上只好先托nancy 先買火車票.

/*-------------------------------------------
恩... 那個火車的名字...莒光號..
唸"舉"不是"橘"哦~~^
某人應該以後會了吧.
-------------------------------------------*/

在台北火車站碰到了許久未見的 robin 跟 angela,
據說angela塞背包的功力也是一流的,
不過被看不下去的robin強行換成大包包.

從台北出發,
乘著火車沿路看這宜蘭沿海的風景,
看看龜山島,
最後在羅東下車.

把大行李寄放在羅東火車站,
就步行尋找食物,
最後在一家合菜的餐廳解決.

/*----------------------------------------------------
根據某人的表示,
羅東廁所似乎很難被接受.

臭豆腐的由來滿驚人的.
----------------------------------------------------*/

下午,
座了有點被強迫推銷的計程車到了宜蘭清水公園,
很不幸的, 每個人都把泳衣放在大行李,
只好在清水公園裡面胡亂走一下.

頂著大太陽,
看這別人在池裡戲水,
挺不是汁味,
不過看著那麼多人在裡面,
水似乎也不是那麼的乾淨,
發覺即使有帶更換的衣物,
我可能也不會下水吧.

悠閒的在清水公園裡面度過了一個下午以後,
搭著公車回羅東火車站,
接著直奔花蓮香城大飯店.

晚上還是很有冒險精神的走了四五個block,
只為了後來所吃的扁食,
不過至少angela 有機會燒出她的相片.

7月15日
搭乘旅館聯合提供給遊客的太魯閣半日遊巴士,
一路上的風光美景沒什麼好描述的,
因為.... 我沒相片.

不過很慶幸的是,
那顆嚇死人的颱風沒來,
不然颱風天, 在太魯閣,
或許我今天就不會在這裡打網誌了.

/*------------------------------------------------
從出國後, 每次回台灣,
最想去的地方就是太魯閣,
因為實在是離台南很遠,
每次回來都很難得有機會去,
這次終於了結了我的宿願.
------------------------------------------------*/

太魯閣之旅我們深入到了天祥以後,
巴士就返程了.
不過該看的, 大致上都有看到了.
九曲洞, 燕子口, 玫瑰石, 長春祠, 慈母橋...etc.

回到了花蓮,
搭乘晚班的火車到台東火車站...

到了火車站以後,
因為已經太晚,
根本沒有巴士或客運到知本.
只好, 幾個人跟計程車司機講個定價,
硬是把全部的人擠到知本.

因為是定價,
司機就開捷徑,
一路上越來越荒涼.
人人都慌了起來開始狂打手機.

知本旅館之first try:
因為是跟俗稱"小蜜蜂"租來的房間,
整間房間看起來不止creepy(大紅被子),
且骯髒.
/*-----------------------------------------------------
根據我爸媽的說法,
小蜜蜂的由來是由於本來當地的土地是屬於原住民的,
可是原住民並沒有足夠的經費去蓋旅館.
所以就有旅館跟原住民談條件,
蓋好以後, 幾間房間給他們.
正因為如此,
那幾間房間的清理與打掃,
跟旅館本身毫無關係.
而且旅館也不必為了那些房間,
而讓那些人的客人使用溫泉.
( 基本上女生們根本不想進去那個廁所洗澡,
因為很奇怪的, 它洗澡的蓮澎頭在浴簾的外面@@ )
--------------------------------------------------------*/

更悲慘的是, 那間房間不包括溫泉劵,
so..知本without 溫泉??
(我個人根本不care了,
在漫長的旅程跟淋雨之後,
我只想洗澡, 休息 )

知本旅館之second try:
因為浴室的緣故,
我們本來打算在那個旅館在租一個單人房,
這樣大家都可以用那個較好的浴室.
但是在看完房間之後,
發現那家旅館的浴室模式都是一樣的.
所以, 放棄.
btw, 飯店的名字叫富野

知本旅館之 third try:
之前在台北research 的時候,
發覺有兩家價錢比較便宜, 且相近,
而且就在隔壁.
所以我們就冒著大雨走到了隔壁的,
湯no知本 (no as in japanese "的" )

旅館員工聽到我們悲慘的遭遇之後,
決定給我們特優惠五人房員工價,
台灣的好人還是存在的. T_T

結果小蜜蜂房間就此放棄~
後來算一算, 在知本旅館上面所花的錢,
好像跟一開始就在湯的知本直接定差不多錢.

7月16日

之前太累, 直接睡到中午左右,
旅館很貼心的用專車接送我們到知本火車站.

一路座火車, 轉客運,
到達墾丁青年活動中心時,
已經是下午3點左右了.

由於青年活動中心靠海跟青蛙石,
所以行李放下沒多久過後,
我就跟著angela跟richard去周圍亂走.

下午五六點時,
我們騎著租來的自行車,
尋找著墾丁的麥當勞.

在大家出出入入房間,
優遊的在青年活動中心走動之後,
不幸的, 在房間裡面發現了,
我在台灣所看到的第一隻小強.
可憐的小強慘遭被關與拖鞋亂打之刑.

/*-------------------------------------------
手酸, 不想打太多字了,
下面簡便而行..@@
-------------------------------------------*/

7月17日

早上醒來, 發現richard居然坐在地板上睡覺,
雖然我們有留床位給他,
不過還真對不起.

一直覺得時間不夠的結果是,
只看一個地方, 便去高雄.

討論的結論是,
國立海洋生物博物館,
簡稱海生館,
雖然我一直聽到的是海神館 @@.

海生館裡面的baluka跟海底隧道是它們的一大特色,
可是除此之外,
好像就沒什麼了@@.

angela 當天累到,
中午直接昏睡死在餐桌上.
不知道是不是前一天晚上看衝上雲霄樂昏頭了.

晚上我們到了高雄,
richard 的爸爸,
邱爸爸還很熱心的請我們吃飯,
還在高雄市區內,
開來開去做市區觀光.

晚上住在澄清湖,
因為睡不著,
我很不好意思的跟richard 偷喝了他家的小酒,
希望不會被發現.

7月18日
住在澄清湖,
卻沒出去觀光,
看了一整個下午的電視,
不過少林寺的功夫還真不是蓋的,
隨便練練,
就贏過了日本苦練許久的小學生.
比賽項目為: 30人31腳.

晚上搭火車回我的家鄉, 台南.
在火車上, 大家突然想唱歌,
於是就打電話麻煩judy查一下.

本來想說錢櫃, 結果發現,
離我家不遠就有一家好樂迪holiday.
= ="

晚上買了鱔魚伊麵, 米血, 當歸鴨麵線, 跟鴨肉羹,
急急忙忙的吃完以後就去唱歌直到深夜, 直到兩點.

7月19日

本來依照我爸所留給我的地圖,
早上起來以後,
可以去安平古堡, 億載金城, 然後去赤崁樓,
可是因為大家晚起, 只好作罷.

看完赤坎樓以後, steven 就跟著他父母南下了.
吃完正宗台南度小月擔仔麵,
到了火車站以後, richard 就做火車南下回高雄了.
基本上我們環島團也散得差不多了..

我, nancy跟angela,
當晚就坐著火車回台北火車站,
完成了環島一圈.

台灣之旅一

抱著複雜的情緒而來,
到現在仍然以不解的表情去面對.

太多的改變,
讓人感覺不像是回到了家鄉,
而是來到了一個新的地方.

7月5日
下飛機, 覺得台灣有夠黏的~

剛回台灣的時候,
天天被問.
"你到底要不要去工作?"
"我看你趕快去做吧"
"你什麼時候要工作?
趕快決定,
這樣你才能排你要玩的時間."
只好趕緊跟人聯絡,
草草的把自己的行程定好.
然後再第一個禮拜的週末,
朝北方邁進...

/*-----------------------------
說實在的,
我跟大多數我認識的人一樣
重人不重事,
出去玩, 去那裡? 去幹麻?
不會比跟誰去來的重要.
這一趟旅程,
雖然都是跟著好朋友出去,
卻一直覺得少了什麼,
而沒有辦法放開心胸的去"衝~"
-----------------------------*/

7月11日
搭著我爸跟我哥輪流開的車前往苑裡,
到我外公外婆家之後,
吃著我們所帶的台南萬川包子.
之所以會攜帶食物,
是因為颱風天剛過,
台中地區又停水,
所以一方面自備糧食不麻煩別人,
二方面順便帶些台南特有的食物給外公外婆~
不過, 媽, 妳也買太多包子了吧- -"

聊了一下午的天之後,
開著北二高到達了新竹工研院對面我哥所住的地方.
後來聽說北二高的清水休息站很漂亮,
當時沒去真是太可惜了.

在新竹吃了回台灣以後第一個速食,
肯得雞~"卡拉雞腿堡"

既然隔天要去台北,
當晚我就借住我哥在新竹所租來的小房間.

7月12日
前一晚,
我哥說早上八點去台北是沒意義的,
所以只好等他午休的時候載我客運站.
一到了台北,
就憑著3年前搭捷運的印象,
直衝台北世貿趕著參觀最後一天的資訊展.
順便跟steven還有nancy碰頭.
不過背著一大袋行李再世貿裡面人擠人,
還真像再打橄欖球.- -"

/*-----------------------------
我嗅laptop嗅很久了說,
趁機會在資訊展多吸收點資訊.
------------------------------*/

當天在台北繞ㄚ繞,
途中送nancy去看病,
到板橋火車站接richard,
約了annie跟felica
再東區大家肚子餓,
拼命找東西吃,
後來..
吃黑輪跟暴冰!!!
雖然不像正餐,
不過很好吃~

當晚跟richard借宿steven家.
richard 還很好心的以背不好,
要睡硬地板為理由,
的把steven讓出來自己的床讓給我,
(聽起來很複雜嗎?
反正就是一直讓,
比較不會讓的人就睡床)
雖然, 一, 我根本無所謂,
二, 不知道他理由是真是假,
不過還是多謝.

7月13日
今日主題歌:
"有緣無緣, 大家來一起,
燒酒喝一杯, 後搭啦~"

一大早(我們的早)爬起來去sogo咕咕鍾跟felicia碰頭,
然後就往淡水出發~
途中在復興岡下捷運,
徒步步行了快兩百號去吃一家牛肉老店,
個人覺得還滿值得的,
因為真的很好吃~
不過就可憐了那些陪走又覺得沒特別好吃的人.
(希望我們四個裡面沒有人那麼覺得)

第一次去淡水,
可是天氣卻報熱.
汗留了, 開始乾,
乾不到一半, 又流汗了.
不過古街的小吃跟餅都還滿好吃的.
漁人碼頭的媽祖像也滿特別的.
晚上在士林跟nick碰頭然後晃了晃.

然後又在steven家ㄠ了一個晚上,
慚愧的是, 最想環島的人是我,
可是我卻沒很積極的參與策劃.
很感激steven跟richard把住宿問題全部搞定.

P.S.非常流水的傳記..嗯..
管他的..我爽~

血

喝了一天自己的血,
真如所謂的"吃自己".

一早起來, 不是因為自然醒,
而是因為有不明的液體在我的鼻間流動.
猛然發現, 趕快衝進廁所,
還好沒沾到床單, 棉被, 或枕頭.
不過這次的鼻血是乎相當嚴重,
不是四,五分鐘就能解決的,
只好躺在床上等它乾.
血就順著鼻腔流進喉嚨,
順著食道進入了我的胃.

等血乾了以後, 我滿口的血腥味.
趕快喝水沖一沖, 喝完了, 也忘記自己還沒吃東西.
就開始做起自己的事.

等到真的覺得肚子餓的時候已經遲了,
因為, 跟牙醫約的時間快到了,
只好不顧空腹直衝診所.

拔完了智齒, 又開始流血,
而我又要開始吃自己的血.

一整天下來除了自己的血,
什麼東西都沒吃,
到了8點終於受不了趕快出門...

因為種種因素 (基本上是因為貪玩),
雖然中間吃了一些餅乾,
結果正餐還是到了12點左右才吃 - -"