I like to tell myself that,
I did prepare a gift for myself,
but ...
shit happens, so it's not ready yet.
It'll get to me eventually~~
(this all sounds so familiar~)
Happy Birthday to Me!
I don't really have a solid plan.
I talked to people as if I have everything under control, but I don't.
There are things that I desire and want to achieve,
but these goals, they keep switching back and forth.
With limited life span, I have find that I cannot pursue them all.
I am left wondering how to prioritize this list.
Because I know as time past the priority that I have given them now may no longer apply,
I start predicting what the future me will be and continue to wonder.
The problem is if you keep projecting yourself into future and think about it, you may plan all you want,
but without action by the end of time, you'll still be left at the same place, not even one inch away from it.
All these being said, I think I have a plan to solve this,
it may not be solid, and may not even be under my control,
but I have a plan, and now all I need to do is execute this plan.
(It's coming ; ] )