LE's i love blog event has once again started,
and I have not registered to participate.
why?
It's not that I'm lazy.
(well, in many cases that would be the sole reason,
but not this time)
It's actually because I'm running out of time in my day to day life,
and something else right now is taking a higher priority.
(yes! higher priority than LE i love blog photography event)
As such I'm unwilling to burden myself further with responsibilities.
As to what that something else is?
Well, it's a secret that will only be unraveled in the future if I had succeeded.
If I have not, then may it be sunk to the bottem of the ocean~
Lately, I'm having difficulty to sustain any reasonable amount of passion toward my work, not to mention the initial drive and motivation.
The strong dislike of my current situation is an indication that some aspect of my life must be changed.
Sadly though, despite I know what I do not like, I do not yet know what I love to perform the change.
The path ahead doesn't look too bright at the moment, for I have to sustain my current life style for another four months.
My state of mind has resulted in the feeling of being single out among people around me,
but the truth is, i think, that my mind is singling them out, not the other way around.
Maybe I secretly desire to be along despite the loneliness that i'm feeling I guess.
This is why I kept failing to be a social person.