據說我有把別人當白痴耍的傾像,
而且有越來越嚴重的趨勢
是真的嗎?
如果是真的, 或許該改進或隱藏...
把別人當白痴耍應該是個壞習慣,
可是想不太出來壞在哪
除了把別人弄得的不爽對自己也沒什麼好處..
如果不在意自己的情況下,
有差別嗎?
這是沒有顧慮會出現的自然舉止嗎?
如果別人把我當白痴耍呢?
反應會是什麼呢?
There's a saying,
no news is good news
沒消息就是好消息
不曉得本來這句話是先有英文版還是先有中文版
不過這句話似乎跟我八桿子打不著
August, not much news from me,
progress in August, nil~
基本上, 今年的八月,
我跟去年八月的我一樣的墮落,
做著類似的事情,
雖然我並沒有再度的沉溺於WoW
(if you donno what wow is... google it)
I personally think my hesitation and indecisiveness can now be classify as a type of desease now.
I think there's something deeply wrong with me.
(how would that comes as a surprise to anyone?)
as far as social capability goes,
I would say i'm worse than last year,
just I also learned not to express them as much.
Everything seems so trivial from the current perspective.
I really don't connect how people get high and exited over little things,
actually even big things.
so the crocodile hunter died...
I honestly couldn't care less.
if even national news events are boring,
then what are the things that one should truly be exited about?
i had accomplish things that mean nothing in real life,
while in real life, those things seemed far more interesting.
such dilemma exist, but why?
where's the reasoning in the world when responsibility sparks no passion?
apart from LE and friendship,
there are nothing left in vancouver that means much.
now that i'm departed from LE and drifted further and further away in friendships,
it seems to be a sin to stay at the sacrifise of distancing myself from my family.
the gap between me and the world(people, knowledge, time) is geting wider,
what's more important? if any of them is important at all.
雖然我討厭這種漠視一切的態度,
但是現在的我就是在這種心境,
明知無法捨棄一切卻又好像不在乎的心態
Anyways, i guess this news IS bad news..
just wanna do an update