To Be Announced

Kindom Heart 2

I saw the poster of this at Rogers video store last saturday.

OMG... 好想玩~~

For people who play games,
especially RPG game players,
kingdom heart is an excellent game,
that is well made and well plotted.
The only complain I personally ever had for kingdom heart
is the unusual amount of button pressing for each swing of the sword,
but eventually i got over it,
so that only lasted for the first couple hours.

http://na.square-enix.com/games/kingdomhearts/kh2/
Looking through the site,
the game looks like it has such an imporvement in picture quality.
Not only that,
I can't believe "pirates of the carribian" is one of the world.
I thought only disney's "annimated" films were involve.

The page got me so exited that I have the urge to make this post,
although this post means nothing since i haven't play the game yet.
Therefore, guess i'll end it here.

hmm...
I think resume/job status will provoke phoebe to kill me if i do buy and play the game..
is this worth it??
hesitation means yes??
..
...
.... think think..

sigh~~

btw, these game sites' flash are great.
I wish we can do something like it

相館變聰明了?

Apparently they don't have the intention
to let me take the sample pictures home and consider it through.

On site decision of purchase meaning no chance for me to scan my photo?

To be fair I guess their action is just.
A pity though, the develope those pictures and i didn't pay them a dime.

From another perspective,
I don't like half of those photo anyways.
since half of them sorta enhance a big hole in between my front teeth.

Speaking of apperance,
I should get haircut soon.

Anyways, conclusion,
白跑一趟, 浪費我的時間與油錢.
他們白白的洗了照片也是浪費錢.
Both side lose.

But, at least I told him so before hand, and he used less film though.

第二週記?

Let's just see how long i can keep this up

the thing is, i kinda don't remember what i did monday tuesday wednesday, and thursday?

High light of the week.
1. WE STORM through the wall~~
Woohoo~

Obviously i don't have a picture yet.
- I dont' have dc
- I wouldn't bear to bring my precious laptop

I got the team number though

2. skipped econ tutorial, which count for marks.
Was unwilling to go cauz i donno which chapter was the homework, due to skipped all classes last week.
Also missed the chance to see me 2nd midterm,
which means i might have to drop by the annoying TA's office hour the coming week.
Hopefully the midterm wasn't scaled, that would mean I'm doing better.

3. Prep-ed a full course meal on Wednesday.
- heated 滷肉 <-- my mom left me with since winter break, still good
- 烏魚子<-- i'm not particularly interested.
- 蝦仁炒蛋 <-- 6 eggs - -" with tonz of oil
- 魚鬆<-- delightful
- 大茂黑瓜<-- the only vege, and it's from a can, what can i say?
Conclusion: my preped full course meal = worse than McD neutritional wise.

4. Finished off the 皮蛋 from ski-trip @@
Noticing how much colestral are there from all the eggs?

5. Whatever I did on monday... what the heck was it?

6. Obviously the wound heals quick, just been a week.
Tiny scar is left over as a reminder.

7. Finished off Initial draft of Cover letter and hopefully the 2nd from final 4th version of my resume on wednesday.

8. Went to pretrip.. twice
Guess we can still call the 2nd time post-pre-pre-trip.
Figure out the logic yourself.

9. Saw II still rock as it did in the theatre.
Why do people have a problem with my "thing" of contiminated needle surange?
Everybody has their things.
It's not like most people didn't freak out over the needle pit at initial sight.

10. Italian Job is still very clever.
Chalize Theron is sitll very good looking.
Having trouble deciding wheather i wanna watch monster or not.

11. One of the rare fun that i get out of SUS.
They intend to amend their constitution(code and policy).
However, the code state that every change to the code must be proposed with a two week notice.
As the 2nd terms of winter semister coming into an end,
SUS is incapable of giving a two week notice to the concil.
Hence, a motion is propsed to suspend the section of the code that ask for the two-week notice.
Now, as the two-week notice "is" part of the code,
and suspension can technically count as changing the code tempraryly.
Shouldn't the suspension be proposed with two-week notice?
And the cycle goes on. <-- delicious Irony
another Irony, we were breaking the code to change the code~~
woohoo~~
oh yeah, a reminder to myself that the SUS meeting start early this week at 12:30.

12. Decision is made not to go to the super-uber cheap CS grad boat cruise.
(20 bucks include dinner and wine - -" )
Due to its immense impact on occuring at the meeting the day before LE's actual event.

13. Missed the badminton playing on monday, due to the usual late waking.
Went there at 6 or 6:30 and saw no-one then went buy dinner and went home.

14. Realized that company give out vacation days,
so eventually I get to travel.
Next problem - How do I get 1 Million without open a company?

15. Withdraw enormous amount of cash for bank transfer <-- enormous for me

16. Really like lighthouse park. <-- but that's just me apparently.

17. I actually feel much happier lately, but not the headache I'm having right now.

18. About the headache I'm having right now.
Adrenaline rush is great for storm the wall, but what a gay side-effect.
Sleptfrom 4 to 9 - -"
So much for sleep early tonight,
and got this gay head/neck ache,
shouldn't have slept on the sofa for the first 2 hours.

/* TODO:
- Finish up final version of resume + cover letter before erica does
- Research about company and job positions <-- I should faint or die by now
- Check when my mom is coming and ask her to bring kimchee seaweed
- Sleep earlier? <--worked for half of the days this week. 50% improvement.
- Try to remember what the heck my parents asked me to do. <-- still don't remember
- Make up a plan for my life of what age i should have how much saving.
- Contact Aaron and Katy of their interests to be nominated as IT department exec candidate.
- need to retrain my arms and legs, losing their power.
- rent art work books from library.
- check into BCIT's program about getting certificates
<-- where am i gonna find space on my resume for this? guess i'll get rid of compter graphic project afterward.
*/

Deep thought of the week?
I need more close friends? hmm..
I miss my family.
I want my dad's inspiration on broadening my networking,
I want to talk to him face to face.
oh well, one can't have everything.

Joke of the week?
Maybe not so funny from eddy's aspect.
Despite Eddy's head is lovely to be step on and help me over the wall.
His 好彩(踩)頭 did not stop him from the cruel fate of drinking up
the mix of every single liquid form of food/drinks.
Taste yet another delicious Irony.

merciless?

Does not taking an action = not having the trait ?

I'm having a psychological problem in mind.

Say today you walk by a homeless,
you saw people gave the dude some money.
You took a look at the dude's money can,
and to your surprise you estimate that there're 100 bucks in there.
Now, if you originally have the "will" to gave the dude a couple bucks,
and now seeing he's having more than sufficient,
does your holding back make you stingy?

Homeless are too far fetch and can't be link to be relevent to your life?
How about your parents?
If your parents are broke and they need money or they need shelter,
and you are perfectly willing to take them in and take care of them,
but your brother or sister already did that. Then?
Fighting for parents' right seems ... (no word to express it)
Not fighting seems wrong, doesn't it?
How about your brother or sister is 10 times wealthier?
Does it make it ok to stand aside?
given your parents will live better there.
If the results are the same, does standing aside make you heartless?

We live in Canada, and our parents live quite well,
so... still can't quite relate?
How about a friend in need?
If whenever your friend is in need,
all the other friend step in and took care of it.
Does that make you look cold and heartless in people's mind?
If you see a friend gets hurt (emotionally or psychologicall),
not comforting before others makes your merciless?
If the friend is already calmed by others,
why bother bringing the old sh*t up?

How about in jobs?
Boss handing out assignments,
all your colleges take them all before you know it.
now, are you are irresponsible slacker?
to the boss, probably.
so would the same answer apply to the top 3 examples?

Maybe deep down you know that's not who you are,
maybe peopel close to you know that's not who you are,
and maybe mabye according to the IF... then logic says that's not who you are,
(if the if statment is false, anything after then is irrelavent, hence b*llsh*t)
but nobody is gonna see a damn thing is nothing is done right?

So people prove themselves to others, to friends, to parents according to others' expectation?
So people good at faking fake it, and get the impression.

Hence, the reality.
Hence, the resume and cover letter.
Hence, the interview.

Are we being interview by our friends and parents? :)

sn: hmm... my swearing rate is rising, not good.

sn2: I got bord easily these days, here's a new song.
In my opinion, the most famous song in Cats.
To save you from the trouble of asking me how i get the french version,
the POWER of multi-language google.

Weekly Report?

Seriously considering weekly report.

Or as i refer to it as weekly crack joke on myself.

Maybe i'll be more productive having me throwing something in my own face every week.

High light of my week:
1. cut my thumb during cutting "raw" meat.

I freaked out at the time.
*exact quote of thought to self*
"awww~~~ NOOOO~~ raw meat,
I'm gonna be infected~~~
where's the iodine? iodine"
--looking through drawer--
"what the, i have no use of hand cream now,
where's the f*cking iodine?"
--looking deeper into the drawer--
"why is this iodine in ... gel format,
no time to think, will be infected."
--squeeze an amount that's definitely too much onto place that is not cut and exactly beside the cut--
"It's ok.. i'll just use bandaid to wipe the iodine over...
bandaid, bandaid... where's the correct size bandaid"
--open up a box and pull out every type of size there is in that box--
"yeah right..like i'm gonna be a idiot and cut myself that big of a wound,
what were those bandaid making ppl thinking?..
I'll just use a medium.. since i can see how small the wound is"
-- finishing bandaging --
"crap, how do i wash the cutting board and stuff with the wound on my hand?"

till this moment, the board and knife is still not washed.

2. skip all classes <-- only have one course but had two oppertunity to go

3. actually go to "all" the meetings

4. Force myself to go to "IT night" as motivation to get a job

5. Finally made up my mind to quit WoW
(day after that, a high school friend messaged me and stated that he wanna start playing again - -". Great timing dude.)

6. Did scott's newsletter.
(think i accidentally include the pic file in the mail for 50 of our members @@.
hopefully their mail box don't explode.)

7. Went crazy and move all my comp equipment to the kitchen table so brian and yifu and watch "without a paddle" on the big computer screen.
(to my surprise i hook the thing up rather efficiently.
Moved my laptop around a bit too much around the house i guess)
(Without a paddle is a great comedy btw.)

8. Can't think of anything else... so much for cracking jokes.

9. oh yeah, played badmintin for two hours on monday and sore till thursday morning. wtf man~ so much for storm the wall

/*ToDo (looks familiar?)
- Check bank accounts and move money around. <-- hey, it rhymes
- Finish up resume + cover letter before erica does <-- heavy preasure
- Finish the Footex invitation and send it out
- Research about company and job positions <-- think i'm gonna faint, or worse, die
- Decide if i wanna go to cs grad boat cruise? <-- so hard to decide
- Check when my mom is coming and ask her to bring kimchee seaweed
- Sleep earlier? it's 7 am right now good god.
- Try to remember what the heck my parents asked me to do,
totally don't remember.
- Train for storm the wall? <-- run around like crazy during pre-trip?
- Make up a plan for my life of what age i should have how much saving.
(1 Million at age 30 is rediculous right?
I really want to have earned 1 Million at age 30 though,
oh well.. think about this after i get a job)
*/

SN: would my parents kick my ass if i rent room out without asking them??
yeah... probably will. I want the money though $_$

SN2: what happened to all my travel plan?
sigh, poor people don't deserve to travel.

New music

Every now and then,
you just have the urge to do something,
whenever the same stamuli occur.

It's time to change my music again.

Hero by Enrique ... i think..

天下無賊

天下無賊 真是部好電影.

劉德華的角色有點太痞了,
不過劉若英真會演.

他們兩個,
哭得很有感覺.

終究覺得他們的邏輯不太對就是了.

阿.. 我會寫 resume 的.. 別打我.

meeting ppl, confidence is more important that couple pieces of paper.

Hope i have the confidence @@

墮落..

我不爭氣,
我墮落..
不睡覺, 不寫功課.

睡眠不足頭痛的話就讓它痛吧..

Blog 是個很神奇的東西,
心情不好的時候來寫寫東西,
感受一下別人的關心,
往往可以"lighten up".

花了不久的時間看別人的blog, 留言.

其實, 我應該是很自私的,
么子總是這樣.
就以刻板印象來說,
老大, 勇敢, 冒險, 不屈不饒, 刻苦.
中間的, 善交際, 善察言觀色, 對"人"有深刻的了解.
老么, 小聰明, 被疼愛, 長不大, 自我中心.
至於獨生子/女... no idea..

岔題了..
總而言之, 不管以哪一方面看,
除非我真正的長大/成熟,
不然終究還是臭乳未乾的自私小夥子一個.

又岔題了..
總而言之, 我看別人的blog, 留言的心態並不是坦蕩蕩的正直.
而是在迷失, 冷冰冰的世界中,
看到別人有如同的處境,
而驅逐獨自一人的感覺.

有點想念VGH的義工...
那是一種, 我正在做事,
不求回報, 幫助大家的的感覺.
而且完全不用大腦,
單純的, "這樣就是對的".
LE 以前也有這種感覺..

不過就以做正事, 不遊手好閒而言,
VGH 卻不是我現在該做的事.

ps. maybe i should merge entries..
3 entry in one day is a bit much

懷疑

"便秘的人有福了!

愛吃肉, 不愛吃菜, 可是又怕便秘?

趕快來嘗試美味可口的大同華肉包.

同華肉包肉多汁甜味鮮美,
吃一個, 烙一頓,
每吃必烙.

品質保證, 決不騙人.

吃了不烙, 免錢!!~ "

Ok i'm exaggerating, and
OK, i'm being a bad boy..
1. not sleep early enough
2. not doing work.

but
我強烈的懷疑大同華的肉包摻了瀉藥.
(of course, that's not my logical guess,
logical one would be they use bad meat,
but where's the fun in that?)

true experience though,
bought 6 of them..
ate them seperately 4 on one day, 2 the next day.

Diarrhea 3 times over 2 days.

on average, 2 bun = 1 diarrhea.
which means with 1 bun,
all your vege-none-eating problem is solved ~~
3 cheer for the meat buns~~
hip hip, hurray~~
hip hip, hurray~~
hip hip, hurray~~

anyways.. enough for the joke.. back to work

我想想喔

禮拜五要考試了,
明天功課要交,
一陣子沒洗澡了@@,
星期三要去G??? Island
(greed island?.. yeah right..i wish),
resume 待完成,
經濟危機被我爸媽一通電話發現了,

我想想..
我想想..
我想想喔..

現在還是考慮為何心不在焉的時候嗎?

好煩阿,
我爸還托我姐(不是"托姐")狂寄長榮航空跟海運的網站過來
(而且海運的網站根本是斷連),
要我去看他們的徵人的部分.

果然, 玩笑是不能亂開的.
二月才跟我哥說開客機應該還滿有趣的,
三月就被同諜.

海運那方面我是不知道怎麼來的,
不過就以我姐居然可以寄個斷連的網站給我,
看來他們真的滿缺人的.

好笑的是, 我居然認真的在考慮開飛機
(被自己甲等*的體格影響@@),
不過一想到從三萬公里掉下來,
或是被人拿槍強迫撞大廈,
心裡還挺不是滋味的.

我並沒有特別喜歡或討厭CS
(可是CS錢好多, 一般來說)
為什麼連試都沒試就要想這麼多呢?
but.. is my dad really serious about asking me to think abou this?
scary thought..
SN: 或許那時候我應該跟我哥說開火箭應該還滿好玩的,
然後我就會受到一堆NASA, 不知道那裡冒出來台灣的火箭機構...
j/k

*甲等體格
我的媽呀,
我三不五時, 睡眠不足的時候會頭痛ㄟ..
一直以為那是偏頭痛...
guess i'm not at that class afterall *rool eye*

last but not least..
硬碟還沒整理好阿...阿.....阿......

ps. hope the whining is amusing to some point...