Serendipity - a fortunate accident!?

剛剛看了這部電影,
還滿喜歡的.

或許我是個充滿了浪漫情懷的單身男子,
才會對這種偶遇式的愛情而充滿了憧憬吧.
(*cough* 什麼不學, 學某人來大言不慚.)

這部電影感覺上,
總是缺了什麼.
或許是因為,
它的焦距過度的著重於主角們身上.
這不難讓人質疑,
雖然主要角色們到最後很開心,
可是, 他們的未婚妻跟未婚夫呢?

對這兩個人來說是個多大的傷害阿.
他們兩個人並沒有做錯什麼事情阿,
為何要被別人的猶豫不決而讓自己心裡惝血?
(錯字吧)
這是多麼不公平的事.

不過, 就以兩個主要角色的觀點來說,
沒有遺憾終生, 畢竟是好事.

我曾經也很想信命運,
知道我覺得我根本只是個被命運玩弄的愚者.
現在, 我不確定我信還是不信,
大概只能禱告吧.

看到別人的命冥冥之中相交在一起,
多少會給點祝福.
可是, 看不到自己的命是如何...
當局者迷吧..
應該是永遠看不到的..

阿.. show me the force..
i wanna see my future~~

散心

最近常常搞不清楚自己在想什麼.

等一下, 出去走走吧.

一天到晚忘記吃飯,
直到餓的時候,
往往還要多等個半個小時,
因為不是要去買,
就是要去煮.

這樣說來,
我應該要變瘦吧?

最近也不太讓自己好好的睡覺.
我要自虐到什麼時候呢?

好像有很多原因,
又好像沒什麼原因.

我媽的那句話,
大概是主要的原因吧.

我姐最近要來了,
最好把那電腦早點拼好,
不然, 一台laptop終歸是不夠的吧.

LE 最近的幾隊新couple是乎都非常甜蜜,
可喜可賀,
祝他們都很愉快.

不過相對的,
出去玩要找人的時候,
難度有增加的趨勢.
大家都有自己努力在忙的事吧.
大家都變成熟了,
不再像年少般的瘋狂了.
(我畢竟是個長不大的彼得潘吧)

如果, 人找不到,
暑假最後的計畫,
最終還是會報銷的吧.

還是應該股起勇氣,
自己一個人去實行呢?

Don't know what to believe right now,
到時候再說吧.

要出去的話,
現在該走了.

電影情結/節(實質版)

上個Entry被我自己岔題岔到放棄回歸正題了,
所以就開個新的.

到目前為止, 看了:
Saving Silverman
28 Days Later
Lost in Translation
Star Wars Episode II - Clone wars
The Bone Snatcher
功夫

Saving Silverman:
標準的teen movie,
沒什麼好說的,
除了, 女生辣不辣? 有沒有露? 好不好笑? 以外,
好像沒什麼重點.

女生辣不辣?
這個是很主觀的..沒什麼好講的..
我覺得醜的, 搞不好人家愛..
我覺得漂亮的, 搞不好人家嫌..

有沒有露?
很Typical的, 主要角色沒有,
可是還是有nudity.

好不好笑?
基本上來說,
應該算好笑的..
可是.. 看到一半才發現,
好像之前在電視上看過後半段了,
無緣無顧又租了一次,
現實生活中的金錢陣亡就沒那麼好笑了.

28 Days Later:
Another British Zombie Horror~
(or a Hollywood one but the scene takes place in London.)

不知不覺的就會把它跟 Shawn of the dead 拿來做比較.

這次的怪物, 移動速度來的快的多,
因為他們所被感染的病菌以Rage為主要症狀.

不過奇怪的是,
這部卻沒有Shawn of the dead 或是 Resident Evil 來得噁心, 或恐怖,
它也不是像Shawn of the dead 恐怖片除外還要帶點搞笑.
(We'll all sit down and have a cup of tea, and let the whole thing blows over~ ^^)
這部電影所著重的,
應該是為生存的意義,
生存者們之間的道德.

當周圍的一切, 都毀滅的時候,
還有什麼原因讓人們活下去.

這部電影有點扯的是,
最後主角像特種部隊一樣強,
實在是滿怪異的..
從一個車禍住院的Bike courier,
到神出鬼沒的Speical unit.

不過整體感覺上還算不錯,
畢竟, 壞人被打/殺,
道義得以伸張還是會讓眾多觀眾大檜人心.
(我是不是有錯字?)

Lost in Translation:
這是到目前為止, 算是這一批裡面最有營養的片子吧.

兩個到了異國的人,
彼此心中都有著無比的空虛,
因為能體會對方的感覺,
而產生出來的關係.

有幾個可以分開來說的點.

1. 文化衝擊, 真的是影響不少.
原本以為, 外國人很能適應的..
看來, 或許並不是那樣子吧.
西方世界接受的文化衝擊,
並不會少到那裡去.
就以這方面來說,
描述的還滿齊全的.
不過完全沒講到日本的流氓阿, 那些的.
我不是日本人, 並不是那麼的了解,
所以沒辦法判斷 到底日本是像GTO給人的那種感覺呢?
還是如這部片子所呈現的一般?
或又是介於中間地帶.

2. 日本有些景色真的很漂亮.
這部電影看到一半的時候讓我有想去京都觀光的慾望.
不過很討厭觀光的時候有一對遊客在那七嘴八舌的感覺..
不過, 那是他們的自由~~
還是淡季, 或跑到無人的地方的那靜靜的感覺比較合我胃口.
或許不喜歡跟團也是因為這樣子吧, 人多嘴雜.

3. 劇中, 兩人都已經結婚,
Bob 很久了, Charlotte卻才新婚.
男老女小.
絕大部分的時間好像是, Bob把自己結婚的經驗分享給 Charlotte 知道.
Charlotte 卻能帶給Bob 那年輕時候的氣息.
兩人雖然心靈上相通, 身體上卻沒越過那不該跨越的線.
兩人不斷的找理由來與對方一起在異國遊玩,
到沒理由的時候才發現那依依不捨的感覺.

或許我經驗不夠吧, 我實在搞不懂,
他們之間的情感該算什麼.
導演應該表現得很明確了,
我也接受到了,
不過卻無法將所接受到的資訊加以分析,了解.

這應該就是為什麼我總覺得為那兩人, 感到可惜, 不過卻不是很了解原因.

更好奇的是, 他們兩個如此, 在這社會上算出軌嗎?

Star Wars Episode II - Clone wars
Star Wars 不愧是要讓我看上兩遍才能夠前後連貫的電影.
許多人只是單純的喜歡它的特效,
不過我卻想對它的劇情有一定程度的了解.

很多人說Episode II 拍的不怎麼樣吧?
畢竟跟Episode I 那最初看到高度合成技術所給人的驚艷以不在,
只能嘗試以堅強的劇情來彌補,
但..是似乎也沒有成功,
雖然jedi knight出現的數目多了十倍不只.

我個人並不覺得Episode II 有何不好,
只是在經歷過Episode I 過後,
有著高度的期待,
Episode II只要沒有突破, 就是變差了吧.

不過, 喜歡就是喜歡,
希望第三集會拍的更好.

The Bone Snatcher:
很明顯的, 這是一部單純的怪物系列恐怖片.

或許我看太多了, 總覺得這種種類都有著一定定型式在.
1. 一個人, 一小隊人, 或一堆人意外的死亡, 不是全滅, 不然就是有一兩個生還者.
(個人覺得一小隊人跟全滅的機率比較高.)

2. 一個專家莫名其妙的被請/送到了災難發生的地區.
(這個專家, 本來就沒什麼慾望想要來, 通常是被利誘, 或者騙來的, 而且往往對著的地方發生過什麼事完全不知情. 可是, 怪的是專家到最後通常會活下來.)

3. 一隊人去調查, 調查的發展上, 人會一個接著一個的死偏偏專家不死, 到最後剩下 3~4 個人.

4. 專家發現了怪物的弱點, 3~4 個人下定決心, 為了這個世界, 要把怪物幹掉.

5. 殺怪物的途中, 又死了1~3 個人. 通常是犧牲.

6. 存活的人, 不是獨活, 不然就是有著良伴, 然後大難不死, 彼此很恩愛.

這些, 每個人都知道吧?
基於太過predictable..
近幾年的這類電影都會改一下, 通常存活人數會多滿多的..
不然就來個前後全滅.

忘記改的電影, 就會被人說很老套.

不過這部既然不新, 就很明顯的沿著單純的道路而行走,
後面還下了個伏筆, 代表怪物沒死盡.
如果賣座好, 還可以拍續集.

所以, 基本上.. 這電影沒什麼好講的..隨便看看就好.

功夫
周星馳, 大家都看過..
好像也沒什麼好說的..
基本上.. 我只是打字打到累了而已..

如果之後想起了什麼, 再回來加吧.

P.S. 天氣熱, 讓人真沒耐心...

電影情結/節(變質版)

看電影看到成痴,
應該被稱為影痴吧..

或許像某些人聽音樂一樣吧,
在某些心情下,
我會特別想看某種電影,
同樣的心情下,
也會有特別不想看的電影..

像老片,
是很難得才會想看的,
不過總是會有那麼一天.

(發文又變質了..你們自己小心吧,
本來要寫影評的,
下次吧~~
curtosy warning of the host)

請記得,
如果哪一天找我去看電影,
我卻拒絕了,
我那天沒那個心情的機率遠大於我不想看那部電影.

不過如果有哪一部電影,
我一生中, 都沒有那個心情去看,
搞不好就是不想看了吧..

好累.. 等會早上還要幫別人搬家,
希望我去之前會記得加油..

至於人權講座, 本來是不排斥的,
可是越來越覺得經文處好煩,
越來越有反感...

人權, 不抱括選擇的權利嗎?
叫每個社團派出5~10個人,
而且是後面加的5個還是短期支會
(short notice, i think i have chinese wrong word mistake),
會不會太過分?

讓一個社團有如此的壓力,
來聽"人權講座",
難免有點諷刺.

對不起, 陳小諾,
不是針對妳,
只是心中種有股無法撲滅的叛逆血液的存在,
而這股抗拒的心態,
只隨著思緒而高昂.

或許這是社會中不公平的代表之一吧..
又或許我的思考太理想化了..

說真的, 去聽聽, 忍一下,
也不是什麼大不了的事情.
如果明天般完家,
而且精神夠好到不會睡著,
那我應該還是得去吧?

從以前,
討厭自己,
討厭別人,
討厭政府,
討厭一堆東西,
卻不知道自己到底愛什麼..

之前的許多迷惘, 文章都跟著個有關.
靜下心來時, 想不通.
情緒激昂時, 想不通.
在船上吹了一個小時的思考, 還是想不通.
一天到晚, 有空的時候就搞自閉來想,
還是想不通.

或許這從小就有的迷惘,
在那段感情之後,
被擴大了吧.
那失去的意義..

說真的,
從以前以來,
就覺得,
我不愛這個世界,
我不愛人類,
我不愛那些有生命的東西,
我也不愛那些沒有生命的東西.
唯一想做過的大事,
就是做個超級炸彈把地球給炸了,
一切歸無.

很莫名其妙吧,
一個很爛的夢想.

很多事情的處理方式, 態度,
不過是從下印在腦海裡的道德觀, 價值觀,
對那些事情所做出來的直接反應罷了.
我自己想不想, 愛不愛, 根本毫無關係.
舉例來說好了,
對女性的禮儀:
做不做, 事實上沒多大的差別.
只是被灌輸過的直覺告訴我,
這樣才是對的, 就做了.
像什麼, 態度不應該傲慢阿,
對人應該要忠誠阿.
對小動物要有愛心阿.
都是被灌輸的吧..

父母, 兄弟姊妹, 週遭朋友, 社會.
當大家都跟你說: "這樣才是正確的價值觀"
似乎也沒什麼好反對的.

人類自豪在自我的文明,
有自制力, 懂的尊重別人.
不會像動物般的殘暴, 只追隨野性的直覺.

真的是這樣嗎?
還是這也是被灌輸的"觀念"?

事實上, 大家都被洗過腦的吧..
只是, 好聽一點被稱做教育.

被我媽罵(也不算罵, 應該稱為直言告知): "你很不負責任".
這句話, 足以讓我想了一個禮拜, 而且還會繼續想下去.

這跟我high school 的時候, 我爸那句"做人不要太冷漠" 有的比,
如果沒有馬上勝出的話.

這就好像, 21年來都白活了一樣.
一句話, 足以代表了我爸媽對我面對這世界的信任有多少.
不被相信的感覺.. 真是..."有趣" ...阿...
......................................

仔細想想.. 也對,
不負責任的最佳代表, 不就是沒做到該做的事?
沒做到, 只有三種可能
1. 明知道該做卻不去做--另一種說法, "拖", "放棄".
2. 明知道要做卻忘記去做.
3. 有別的更重要的事而沒做.

1 跟 2 常在我身上發生吧?

...就先到此為止吧, 多說無益.
覺得我很恐怖的人就離我遠一點吧.

或許會有人把這些東西全怪罪在"因為我迷失了",
那也是一種可能性.
我承認我迷失有很大的關係,
不過我不覺得那是全部.
我也不知道該怎麼解釋.
如果妳/你猜得到我到底在想什麼,
恭喜妳/你, 妳/你比我更了解我,
如果真是如此的話,
請告訴我, 我要的是什麼?
我所尋找的, 又在哪裡?

積壓的情緒..
有種不知道為了什麼想哭的感覺..
這種情況下,
又有想把地球炸了的想法了..

(我似乎有著脆弱的情緒波動,
真不像個頂天立地一把扛的男子漢阿..
不過這種stereotype(s)也是灌輸的吧...)

太累了,
去睡吧..
希望明天能夠很清醒..

大部分的人都不喜歡抱怨者吧..
我知道我很討厭那些人..
整天只會自唉自怨,
沒半點骨氣..

不是我有雙重人格, 就是我很討厭我自己吧.

有個單純的願望, 不過還是不說出來的好.

看似悲傷的結尾

結局應該是悲慘的吧..

看不懂的超過6成...

接下來呢?

光學真是太變態了..

應該說我太小看它了吧..
24 小時就想把整個學期的東西全部學起來..
光是lecture hours 就超過了..

好討厭阿...

好討厭阿~~~

好~~ 討~~ 厭~~ 阿~~~

我恨~~

我是個喜歡逃避躲不掉的責任的白痴~~

隱私

這個題目就干涉到:
"why in the world would i want to keep my own blog private?"

說真的,
以現在的情況來說,
....
...
..
.
我~不~知~道~
咚~*跌倒*
(自己一個人, 很孤單的跌~
跌完以後,
最近著名的網路符號: orz)

以下是對於這個問題的沉思..
(被我英文虐待的人,
現在有中文可以看了;
被我英文寵壞的人,
開始努力的讀中文吧.)

依稀記得,
最初的想法是,
有些心境,
並不想跟"所有"的人分享.

很自私吧,
有沒有一種,
目前為止還沒到過我blog留言的人,
就是我跟你"不熟"的感覺?
或是慢來的客官們,
就是我跟你"比較不熟"的感覺?

表面上,
很明顯的,
這就是給人們的感覺吧..

可是, 如果細問每個人,
大概大家都能體會那不想赤裸裸的把自己的想法呈現在別人面前的感覺吧.

大家心中都是需要有一塊淨土的,
這個blog的出現,
當初只是很單純的想把這片土地跟我想分享的人分享.
而不是排擠其他的人.
(反正其他人也看不到... 拉拉拉拉..
幹麻解釋那麼多..
不罵人已經很客氣了^^)

不過, 現在,
抱著不知道該如何形容的心情承認:
整體的構想已經毀滅了吧.

現在這只是一個單純的奇異想法發表會跟個人抱怨平台不是嗎?
愛聽別人抱怨的人來聽,
愛思考的來被引入無法自把的沉思,
把幾個比較私人的entries收回,
把blog公佈,
有何不可?

對於公佈,
總有一種不祥的預感.
(對不起喔,
雖然我不是女的,
那如同女人一般的秀髮也走了,
可是我個人在這種情況下是還滿相信我的第六感的..)

單純的解釋:
我只是不想看到我不太想理的人無緣無故的冒出來吧,
雖然我自認心臟很強,
看到fail的成績單,
雖然會大喊 "what the hell~~!?"來罵罵地獄,
可是還不會罵彰化(有人從彰化來的嗎?_?),
也不會想去跳樓.

(...為什麼從隱私講到跳樓去了?@@)
基本上我的主張是秉持著:
這是我的地方,
(雖然明明是steven tdsle的domain,
看在我也是tdsle的一員,
就暫且算我的地方吧..
直到我下定決心,
自己跑去租webspace 跟 domain name.
...又離題了)
你/妳來的話(雙關語: 留言),
我敬妳/你是客人,
我一定回.
(好漢承諾不說第二次,
*手拍桌*
咱們乾了~~ )

不過畢竟不是佛祖,
世界上總存在著我不是很想回的人.
日常生活, 理這些人已經很辛苦了,
我幹麻吃飽了撐著在自個兒家裡還得招待他們?

(...為什麼從隱私講到快罵人?@@)
總而言之, 我暫時還不會公開的,
除非要我看到不想看的留言就砍.
那也真麻煩.

至於, 自己找到這裡的人,
我尊敬妳/你們的能力,
(肯花那個心思找,
表示妳/你們多多少少還有關心的成分在,
不是光來看戲/八卦的)
不會跑去追殺妳/你們的.
既然找到了就別當小偷,
光明正大的打聲招呼,
讓我好好的回應.
(被別人洩漏嘴而來的,
也一樣, 多少有心吧)

我犯了自己的規律,
i make an assumption of there are ppl here that i donno they are here.
不過既然有人找到的前例,
加上我在外面貼圖的domain address很明顯.
再加上, 動不動就人會講到我"有blog"的事實.
(不是怪妳/你們拉,
妳/你們很誠實,
我敬佩妳/你們,
*手拍桌*
再一杯, 咱們乾了~)
<---(只會在文章中假好漢@@)
所以之後找到的請在看完這些營養不良的東西後打聲招呼

敢直接開口跟我要的,
我敬佩妳/你們的勇氣,
來~~..
*手拍桌*
嗯.. 之後三分鐘自己猜.

基本上,
以現在的情況來說,
只要我不會不想理的人且有勇氣跟我要的,
我就會給.

不過請不要在現實生活中"不停"的拉著我說:
"阿, 你在blog上面好悲傷阿,
阿, 你還好吧?"

第一次聽到,
心中是莫名的感動,
(好漢流血不流淚,
心中滿是血<--廢話!)
第二次聽到,
真是好朋友阿~
(心中滿滿的血)
...
...
第十次,
(心中還是有很多血, 可是, 不是多出來的)
是人到了這裡都會不耐煩的吧!?
跟何況是我這種沒耐心的..
(我的血量增加的情況只會到第四,第五次吧,
我爸媽, 哥哥姊姊, 跟gf不算的話.
我爸,我哥的話,
大概第三次就吐血了吧,
怪噁心的,
雖然心中血還是增加中.)

有些東西只在blog上面存在是有原因的..
不是單純的因為"存在主義".
(寫太多冷話了...)

(..為什麼從隱私寫到要求別人回應?@@)
這篇感覺有點相聲..
或許是我多慮了.

既然我覺得像相聲,
覺得好笑的回一下,
覺得不好笑的罵一下,
but.. as my cs444 user interface prof said,
when you think something suck,
you must learn to explain why it suck.
so give a breif explaination so i can fight with you on it^.

Judgement Day

Kind of exagerate a little..
The truth is.. i finally get my hair cut.
Here it is:

Before April 14, 2005 Noon	After April 14, 2005 3pm

To reduce the least amount of variance,
i pick to wear the shirt that i have most of..
(and of course..
that's just a lousy excuse for lazy to change before taking the pic...)

To be honest.. this post means nothing..

If you are that bored to come and check out my blog..

go read the other more "thoughtful" post..

Lies

I've been thinking about this for the past 5 min.

To prevent myself from prolong this thought,
I decided to write it down in blog.

Question:
Does human race is born with the ability to lie?
Or does this skill of deception is developed after birth?

Unfortunately, there's no answer,
since i cannot remember anything prior to age 5.

I do believe from the most ambiguous memory that i definitely lie to my parents at age 4 or 5 to avoid punishment.
(any potential lie before that i cannot remember)

If the purpose of lie is to avoid and to escape,
then perhaps the ability to lie is developed right after the capability to distinguish right and wrong; supposed and not supposed.

If that's the case, then is the ability to distinguish right and wrong given since birth?
or we had learn that during our infant stage?

Isn't it sad that I was able to lie at such an young age?
Perhaps we learn to lie, because we are trained to recognize it since young.

Have our parents not always tell us since young not to "trust" strangers?
To recognize these deceptions, we need to learn to deceive others first.
Learn it, but not to use it.
What an honourable cause.

Think this will be the end of my string of thought for now.
More about this if I come across this idea later.

Running Away!?

我爸的飛機早上飛走了..
睡兼混了整天之後,
在晚餐後看了run away jury..

got to stop running away from reality ..
glad this is the last movie~~

this probably doesn't make much sense since i orginally rented amelie,
however, the thing i rented is in whole french..
no idea what's with that..
the video store clerk nicely offer me an exchange @@.
sadly, my dad already seen that.. guess i picked a wrong movie..

Run away jury:
this is a good movie, idealistically.
i honestly don't see this happen in reality..
maybe i am a pethemistc about justice and all that..

undoubtly the movie's view is bias,
though with good argument and supports..

it seems to me that after writing down thoughts after watching so many movies...
i start to admire the actings kills of these actors..

perhaps i did admire these ppl before..
but didn't really pay much of my mind and attention to it..

well.. the impression this movie leave me...
other than the actors are quite good at what they do ..
is that the ending is good and beautiful..
though i hardly believe that's realistic...
but that's what movie do, make people dream about stuffs once in a while..

破碎的玻璃

這幾天都還沒唸到書,
有種不太好的感覺.

對世界的排斥,
擺脫不了的厭惡感.
如果像磁鐵一般,
或許是因為我跟著世界本質上太相像??
想太多了吧,
不可能的事.

理解了一樣東西,
卻不想實際的去做.
看電影這娛樂道出了,
我的想法.

怎麼說呢,
真想有一個目標,
真想有個不管怎樣都不放手的夢想.
不過, 到目前為止,
好像還沒遇到那真正值得我奮鬥的點.
那會讓我奮不顧身而衝向的點.

Anyways, enough about mindless thoughts.
the sixth movie~

第六部..
Shattered Glass:
according to duiny at the video store,
the main guy in this is the dude from star wars..
the grown up version of Anikan Skywalker..

main three reasons of me grabbing this movie down the shelf are:
1. it says the movie has something to do with "lies"
2. star wars episode 3 is almost out ..
checking out the dude's past acting skill seemed like a good idea
3. most frequent reason.. title sounds interesting

the movie talked about this dude walking in journalist world..
a company named "the new republicant"..
why that name?
i can't quite figure out yet, since i am not all that into politics
Since this movie is based on true story,
i guess it could very well be the company's real name..
but i highly doubt that

the main dude is recognized for his effort in writing articles for the company..
until some guy else where decided to check the facts about a certain article,
then.. it's lies after lies, and lies for the lies..

it's amazing to see how a person who's cornered so..
still refused to tell the truth..
makes me really wonder what exactly is in his mind..
cauz i beleive it's not just merely that the guy is immature to be honest..
it takes great courage and effort to keep the lies go on..

i believe the movie could have explain more of this guy's motive behind all these..
but then again.. maybe nobody knows why in the end..

it's a good movie in my opinion..
though my dad fell aslep half way in the movie on a sofa next to mine..
is it really that boring??@@

Road

昨天晚上, 我根本沒睡.
邊看電影, 邊清理家裡,
疲勞到一種境界,
居然在去機場路上的紅綠燈睡著了30秒.
(紅燈也太久了吧~~)
結果被後車的輕微喇叭聲叫醒.

去機場前, 去機場後,
各看了一部電影.

看了:
Rat race
Road to Perdition

Rat Race:
實在不知道該說些什麼,
這部很單純的就是一個搞笑片.

就以entertaining value 來說..
還算不錯拉.

Kinda surprised to see the girl, who is in Italian Job, in it.

Road to Perdition
這部就有深度的多,
一邊跟我爸看,
一邊跟他探討有關美國1930年代經濟蕭條,
黑手黨賣私酒的事情.

看到一半的時候,
查了一下字典,
perdition 有毀滅與地獄的意思.

總覺得Title有點過度的暴露劇情,
不過也沒辦法吧,
因為在劇中,
這是被用來當作雙關語.

Michael/Mike Sullivan (Tom Hanks)跟他兒子 Michael Sullivan
(yeah... i know.. same name.. kinda a pain in the ass)
要去的地方就是他Sister-in-law所居住的一個叫做Perdition 的地方..

不過搞不太懂為什麼會有地名想取這個名字的@@?
不過BC省,也有叫做Hell's Gate的地方,
或許這一切並不是那麼的希奇吧.

劇中, 整體故事的發展,
對我來說有點過慢.
雖然說這部電影還算好的,
可是這應該是那種,
我短期之內都不會再看第二次的電影吧.

不知道為什麼,
部太想講其中的劇情..
或許是累到不專心吧..

Overview:

連續兩部電影都跟跑路有關係,
this is really a coincidence..
didn't plan on this.

不過兩部電影的性質相差滿多的,
到底還是不能混為一談.

依稀記得好像還有別的事想說..
記不起來了..

父母的探望

在爸媽到達的前夕,
跑去租了7部電影.

在還沒有整理家裡之前,
已經看了三部了.
而且很有可能會繼續看第四部,
應該稱這為瘋狂還是單純的白痴呢?

(Interestingly enough, this whole post becomes a big movie critique,
you can ignore the rest if you don't really feel like reading it)

已經看的三部有:
Mean Girls
Frailty
Hannibal

Mean Girls:
judging from its genre,
there really shouldn't be much for me to say,
except is it entertaining or relaxing?

I must say it's pretty funny to a certain extend.
Amazingly, people do start to hate the main charactor half-way through the movie...
which might mean Lindsy Lohan isn't a very bad actress.

(Although a lot of movies that i don't long to watch belong to chick flick,
they are actually belong to a specific section of chick flick..
plz do not rule out the whole genre on my behave.)

Frailty:
I seen this before,
it gave me an impression that i really like this movie.

After seeing it the second time,
i still like it,
(which means it's damn good and everyone should watch it,
so they can tell me what they think about it)
but the full reason i still can't quite grasp yet.

it's weird indeed to like one without knowing specificly what.

Hannibal:
First time seeing this one,
i must admit,
Anthony Hopkins just leave me this unerasable vision of this charactor.
if there is ever gonna be a forth movie of the charactor Hannibal Lecter,
praise to whoever is up there, let it be him acting again,
because i cannot imagine anyone else playing him.

as people may know,
i have quite a weird taste in this sense.
therefore, as many would predicted, i like this movie.
(hopefully someday i don't become people like that)

As sick and creepy as this dude is,
honestly i think i can understand his logic of doing things.
about the eating people's body part.. well maybe not.
however, if he does have a fine taste on food,
then perhaps it's not that hard to understand.

though his actions are prohibit by an society,
looking at things through his eyes probably make a lot of sense.

kill those who are rude,
kill those who make a whole inperfect,
and kill those who attempt to harm him.

His killing may look brutal,
but the victim's suffering is usually minimzed,
(well.. maybe not so when he doesn't have the equipment to minimize it..
ie. bite off ppl's part with teeth)
however the suffering of those who survived or witness probably get maximize though @@

hmm.. after writing all these,
now i think myself is creepy...
(reminder to self in the future, don't over done it in cretique)

regardless, i think the ending is pretty well done.
his feeling toward clarice is obviously shown,
though somehow predictable.

The ending sorta make him more human than just some crazy creature.
(i am not talking about the airplane part,
if you are thinking about that..
then what i am trying to express will not make sense)

overview:

Surprisingly..
Frailty and Hannibal's covers look extremely similar:

Both contents invloving killing,
and the killing are mostly related to the victim being not completely pure.

I still feel the creep on my spine how the two cover looks so similar...@@

Since Hannibal is the last movie i saw before writing all these..
i put more thoughts on it...
think i'll write more on Frailty later on..

Note to self:
Probably should translate this into chinese somedays..
sigh.. writing thoughts in english is so much faster..
pity.. else it would be out in chinese in the first draft..

South Park

從 陳小諾那裡抓來玩的~~

沒想到可以玩得滿爽的@@

衣服穿那樣試因為我有一件類似的外套.
身上有血當然是因為我愛血.
頭上有血, well.. you bond to get hurt some where..
燃燒的眼睛是嗜血的慾望,
嘴巴沒有表情是為了表現出creep 的氣氛.
光圈跟翅膀是因為我愛假裝不干我的事.
身在漆黑的湖邊是因為要解決事情.
手上的爪子, well.. other weapon seems too brutal at that moment~~

Supersize Me!? No Way~~

剛看完 supersize me.

真是一部具有影響力與震撼力的紀錄片.

看完的結論..
i wanna go back to my highschool+first year university:
"I HATE FRIES" rule

and of course a conclusion that is concluded long ago:
"i need more exercise"

the funny thing about this movie is,

i was extremly tempted to eat McD half way during the movie.
i guess that's what makes it so scary,
the temptation.

Eventually i got hungry,
but am convinced that McD is not the solution to hunger.
hence, 炒了一大盤高麗菜~
(i think i add too much oil)

but, since there are soft drinks left in my house..
i ended up drinking those,
despite my attempts to eat healthy in the middle of the night.

Hopefully i'll remember my "i hate all potatoes, not excepting McD fries" rules for long.

A Completely wasted Day?

it's freaking cold.

i wish i the continuous erge of eating food will be easier to resist.

stupid coldness.

today has so far... been a completely unproductive day..
other than i put out the trash, which took.. less than 3 min

why can't it be warmer?
where's my light?
where's my fire?

what i seek, can't be found.
what i found, is almost of no interst to me.

lately found out a new game, "Star Ocean: Till the end of time",
overall think this is extremely well made,
except when comparing to final fantasy x or x-2,
the charactor isn't as realistic.
however, those charactors are draw intentionally unrealistic anyways.

the game itself is a very intersting sci-fi story,
it even has a freaking dictionary within itself about every single terms it used,
"talking about geekiness".

i wonder if i will be able to keep this week's schedule up..

it would seem hard at this point.

功課

一直以為, 四月一號之後就輕鬆了,

看來, 似乎並不是這樣子的~~

基於, 拖泥帶水的壞習慣,
有幾個功課被拖到週末了.

再加上星期二要交的 final compiler code,
跟星期四要交的 final compiler report.

這個星期看起來根本沒跟上個禮拜差多少 - -"

唉...時間不夠用阿~~

真希望一天可以十天用~~

跟可況我還得去回收罐子,
打電話給健保,
剪頭髮( optional ),
大掃除( must ).

試著說服自己, "忙到不行才是美"