孤單一個人, 躲在黑夜裡, 看著銀色的圓月.
小時後的單純, 與快樂.
小時後, 中秋節是快樂的,
與家人共同吃飯, 和堂哥堂姐們一同玩煙火.
出國以後, 中秋節是個每年九月, 會被提起的日子.
雖然如此, 至少還會跟吃吃月餅, 文旦, 說說話.
上大學後, 中秋節變成了被遺忘了的回憶和想念.
一個人的生活過多了, 常常連節慶都會忘記,
因為跟一般的日子沒什麼兩樣.
在賞著銀色的月亮和吃這代替月餅的同時,
想著中秋節的意義,
不知不覺中, 雖然才離開台灣一個月,
我開始想家了.
我想看到我的父母, 想跟我哥跟我姐聊天,
想回顧小時後的煙火.
不過實質上的障礙還是無法改變的,
我依然在這裡想,
月亮依然一樣圓, 一樣亮.
我依然孤獨的度過這個晚上.
English POST!!
(why? cauz it seem like a good idea at this time,
though i might regret it
(why? cauz it'll take me a long time to read later on ) )
Dispite all the craziness happened last week, and all the pressure of assignments and courses this coming week, i gave myself a break today, and watch a long time no see TV show~ Everwood.
I remember the first time i saw this show. It catches my attention immediately, because the son is yelling at his father in order of words i never seen.
and the son has a unique name.. Ephram i think.
Later on i find out, Everwood is actually a warm tv show that contain its own style of story telling. The way the simplicity and complexity of love that is showing by the show, hits me almost every time. As unreal as tv drama is, it gives me the warm feeling that i long for. It does not need twisted plot or explosive action, nor girls dress in hot peices of clothes to catch the attention.
This is a show that i had watched, and long forgotten. It's good to see it again.
Also, a note, this tv show got a very very good opening music.
If i ever start playing music at my blog, plz remind me to play it.
^^ feeling good with old memories~
那是一種以前常常使用的方式...
那是一種以視而不見來不讓自己憂傷...
那是一種以自己尖銳的言語來讓自己的頭腦快速的思考,
才不會想起記憶中的往事, 才能成功的將回憶埋起.
對於那些,
被我尖銳的言語及動作所刺傷的人們,
只能以一句抱歉回應,
並且渴望會被原諒.
每每停下來,
仔細想想都會覺得心裡很空虛,
寂寞往往都是從吵雜的人群中就開始,
然後漸漸的在回家,
自己一個人坐在電腦前達到高峰.
在受不了的情況下,
趕快去睡覺,
以求解脫.
在無所謂之後的衝刺,
衝刺之後的休息.
回頭看,
常常會覺得自己之前有多麼的盲目,
一點智慧都沒有.
是不是我與人之間的交集,
永遠都只能到達如此,
然後就被我自己所破壞掉?
或許人與人之間,
是注定要分離的.