LE's i love blog event has once again started,
and I have not registered to participate.
why?
It's not that I'm lazy.
(well, in many cases that would be the sole reason,
but not this time)
It's actually because I'm running out of time in my day to day life,
and something else right now is taking a higher priority.
(yes! higher priority than LE i love blog photography event)
As such I'm unwilling to burden myself further with responsibilities.
As to what that something else is?
Well, it's a secret that will only be unraveled in the future if I had succeeded.
If I have not, then may it be sunk to the bottem of the ocean~
Lately, I'm having difficulty to sustain any reasonable amount of passion toward my work, not to mention the initial drive and motivation.
The strong dislike of my current situation is an indication that some aspect of my life must be changed.
Sadly though, despite I know what I do not like, I do not yet know what I love to perform the change.
The path ahead doesn't look too bright at the moment, for I have to sustain my current life style for another four months.
My state of mind has resulted in the feeling of being single out among people around me,
but the truth is, i think, that my mind is singling them out, not the other way around.
Maybe I secretly desire to be along despite the loneliness that i'm feeling I guess.
This is why I kept failing to be a social person.
由 touchfish 發表於 November 3, 2008 07:05 PM"despite I know what I do not like, I do not yet know what I love to perform the change."
According to my former boss, he said that's normal. He, a former lawyer, went through the same thing and abandoned lawyer career.
Although it might be scary or make people nervous, it's the unknown that's also exciting. If everything is known, there's no point of doing it, isn't it? :) 就像沒有人會再發明一次電燈.
Posted by: cindy 發表於 November 3, 2008 10:36 PM[cindy]
(not quite sure which cindy you are)
you're using sample of unknown toward knowledge to refer to unknow toward self discover.
personally I think the essence underneath is quite different though.
but thanks for the encouragement~
Posted by: touchfish 發表於 November 4, 2008 05:50 PMPerhaps we all waddle along until we fall in love...
be it with the things that we do,
with work, life,
with a significant other,
or with other greater things...
It's a journey to take before we realize what truly matters,
but maybe that's one of the reasons for our being around... :)
加油!
Posted by: duiny 發表於 November 4, 2008 09:22 PM[duiny]
waddle... baby,
dog poop on baby, barney...
haha
well things like this, i usually tend to prefer realizing soonner than later.
it's like education~
sadly i only have limited control
Posted by: touchfish 發表於 November 9, 2008 06:19 PM