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March 31, 2005

阿會不會太準了一點.

Found out some stuff today that turned my day upsidedown.

Have you ever hated someone you loved?
I don't mean romance,
I don't mean lovely dovely stuff like that,
but just pure disappointment from the truth.

I was made to believe I was wrong,
but in the end, there was more to it.
In my previous post, I said 什麼都有捨有得,
人是會說變就變的.
可是我忘記分析-
一個是兩個人的路分叉.
一個是刻意騙你說沒變,
實際上根本就是心機重.
Like Mark said:
"the fault should always lie with ppl who try to hide it with no good reason"

It's so funny yet painful at the same time.
你確定是我錯嗎?
別再欺騙我了.

March 28, 2005

有些改變

好久沒有來寫寫, 居然還有人來留言, 真是感謝!!

在一年半後, 生活漸漸平穩下來.
瘋狂的投入, 接著瘋狂的貪玩, 都告一段落.
常常覺得這個樣子會少些刺激,
不過好像不但沒有, 還過得充實, 簡單的快樂.
付出的代價, 學習過程的艱苦, 都值得.

未來還有些事等著我忙, 怕沒辦法維持現在的 consistency.
所以還是把握現在, 努力的把握著它呀!
心理真的存著深厚的感激,
也有些內疚, 心疼, 不捨.
我一定會好好珍惜!

還是有些東西要改, 要收回.
一步一步來!!
但有些東西急不來, 沒有步法,
也只能夠很無奈的執行"順其自然".
我會努力的, 我真的有心阿!

* * *

有沒有想過身邊的人為什麼變?
還是, 換個角度想 - 你變了嗎?
"Even the slighest change in intention in the heart can twist feelings"
想想吧!
或許, 會更了解一些, 更快樂一些.

生活當中的人, 事, 物在這個改變之後也有些不一樣.
不過, 什麼事都得有捨才有得.
實在是希望該理解的事都能過有個水落石出,
因為不是每一件事都能過用解釋的來說清楚.
我, 只能盼.

March 06, 2005

Friendship?

Ripped this from Annie (sorry but it reminded me of good times!).......

An,Tif,Eno,Nan,Eli,Fee

Was talkin' to a friend about friendship....

I believed that friendship can be forever, yet, I'm not sure how... 世界在改變, 而你我情義不變? 友情, 愛情, 親情, 到底怎樣秤量?